Wednesday, March 31, 2010

i played a melody at 3:50 PM
c0mments haha~ mum's asleep.. dad's not home yet, bro and sis are staying back in school for i don't know what reason. i'm at home.. eating a super salty bowl of meggie mee, tasty.. but quite gross after eatin too much.. Dnt lesson was quite fun..(yeah, i know.) mr sufian said something about something. many raised up their hands.. wanted to.. but figured that.. maybe..i should just let it pass.. garh. i'm always like that.. hmph..but nevermind.. over now.. english lesson was.. uh.. i don't know.. not boring but.. aching?? nah.. must be because of P.E.. legs, back , stomach, shoulder.. hurts.. got scar on right hand.. got cut.. quite cool though. hmm.. yay.. moving on.. "What i wanted to say" by Colbie Caillat very cool....
"It's on the tip of my tongue but I'm still afraid
Sometimes the only things words do is get in the way
Sometimes the easiest things are the hardest to say
But I don't want to lose you, drive you away
I dont want to confuse you, I need you to say only wish you knew what i wanted to say only wish you knew what i wanted to say"
 haha..yah.. kay.. homework for today quite alot.. so nidda chiong.. uh-huh.


i played a melody at 3:46 PM
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Monday, March 29, 2010

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...
[ Stop And Stare Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]


i played a melody at 4:01 PM
c0mments Lol.. i was terribly tired in schl today..even Shuen Lin can tell... she say i look very "pek Chek" haha.. ya.. so stuffy and everything.. good thing is that it's windy and raining nw.. haha.. nobody at home that's why dare touch laptop.. hohoho.. i'm gonna start hw later.. i still gt tuition.. haiz.. chi tr made meh wait for so long. homework also alot.. pimple increased... listenig to stop and stare.. I <3 One Republic.. they rawk!! STOP AND STARE!! YOU START TO WONDER WHY YOUR HERE NT THERE!!
Durin Gb on saturday.. mdm taught us abt smth..then there was smth about the desert.. i guess i've found the right desert.. but i guess the place would look much prettier at nite..:D i love night skies.. oh, gt a call frm Dad.. guess he's abt to reach home.. kay, toodles!! XD

Thanks fer stayin around..


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Sunday, March 28, 2010

clare and eileen came to my house to do the BOARD so did mx. went to lib after that..gna meet dad at mac now.. i'm late .. oh no..


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Friday, March 26, 2010

lol.. kay.. dad brought home a laptop.. he says it belongs to him.. (again) wateva man...lol.. okay.this week by quite fast lor. umm. and today, Andrea de presentation damn good lor.. XD super cool. Dnt and art lesson this week wasn't so badd.. wait,me mum ask me to put me socks into basket.. brb...

back.. lol.. tried out the laptop's webcam with Shaz.. damn funny lar.. mum and dad currently naggin at my sis abt contact lenses.. shwe wanted to haf contact lenses.. parents say wait until she have a job then go buy it herself.. wth.. really lar. not like i care anyway.. it doesn't concerns me.. lol..waah.. homework quite alot.. and i'm like, slackin and stressin like shit.. haha.. oh...... i'll try playin hotel 626.. heheheh.. lol.. i think i'm morre comfortable with usin the com to type me blog.. cuz now quite.. uncomfy.. can't think of wat to write.. lol.. watevs now, gtg.. bye XD



my parents are so... over protective..i hate it.. my dad say he controls us cuz he didn't want us to be rude etc.. you're so wrong man.. negative vibes goin on here.. D:<


i played a melody at 7:37 PM
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Sunday, March 21, 2010

okay.. i gta sleep straight after this .. last day of holidays .. freakin irritatin. not nice.. i didnt even enjoyed me holidays lar... haiz. HOMEWORK AND ALL.. currently listening to K-ON!de ending song.. Full version.. FREAKIN COOL I TELL U. kay.. monday and tues.. me friends went out. but i couldn't go.. cos me dad said that i couldn't go out unless i finish my homework all of them.. so i only got to go out on fri and sat.. BUT PATHETICALLY,both are for projects.. haiz.. but quite fun lah.okay.oh and today got that BBGB juniors enrollment thing we had to stay in the church like from seven am to one plus.. SIAN. but okay lar.lol.. durin service, they kept talikin abt what.. idk finding the right one and everything and God has everything planned out and stuffs like that.. after lunch, there's this games thingy and me and Clare were freakin seperated.. haiz. nvm. played double wacko and stuff.. oh! and lemme tell you. wah. there's this church guy and he looks quite shuai and cute lar.. know how to play the piano and drums some more.. damn cool lar. :D he's name's Nicholas or smth. same group soome more.. that so totally made my day hahar.kay la get over it man.then.. oh and there's this BB guy who had uh.. 3 names?? no, 4 , plus chinese name mah. so cool lar. i only rmbred the initials:JNS. i forgot the name lol.. too long. :D oh and Ivan same group too! haha! then GB de uniform damn stress lah.. hair keep fallin out of place.. but nt that i care..is they all keep saying wat nt neat and everything.. but what ever.. lol. Joey was like,"come, gimme your hand" then she put my hand near where the collar is and where most of my baby hair are fallin out, then she said " okay, kiap and pull" i did as she told and then realise it was my hair fallin out of place.. Clare made fun if me by tellin it to do it again and again haha. so bad!!then after the tiring GB thing.. i went to amk to meet my pri schl fwen.. we have not met for quite a long time lar.. though she did go to Adeline's house with me on friday to do proj.. haha!!okay..then i was like very tired but stayed in the library for 2 and a half hrs any way. lol. LEMME TELL YOU: I DID NOT REVISE AT ALL DURIN THE HOLIDAYS>> AND I"M GNA BE SO DEAD>>> lol wateva now. sian. okay then anout the sungei buloh proj we did on sat. we all met up at the bishan lib(Marcus, Julian,Adeline,Jasmine and me) lol.. i tried to help with the stuffs i can cause i do nt really understand this whole sungei buloh thing and yeah.Adeline asked me once if i was sick of doin the proj right after i came back from peein and returning of books.. i was like huh? then she said because i walked about like uninterested like tt.. lol.. no la. i guessing she didn't hear me when i said that i went to pee or smth.. lol kay la not gna continue lers.
BYES!


i played a melody at 9:06 PM
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010

JIA YOUS JIA YOUS!! >:D
办得到的！！！ :D :D
omg 爱的主场秀 sho nice-su!!
yea!! XD
gtg write to you nxt time..
gotta do dis jys!! XD


i played a melody at 4:45 PM
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Monday, March 15, 2010

my mum's one strong woman,
my dad's a carin' guy,
only thing you don't know is tt
those are BIG FAT LIES.


i played a melody at 5:59 PM
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Sunday, March 14, 2010

lol.. the day after camp brek day wat eva.. shan't go into details cuz there's not much time.. took a freakin long time to realize that both username and pw for ace-learnin was yuor nirc.. which totally wasted like half an hour of my com time.. to day quite special cos one hr but wasted.. sian.elijah treated me ade cherie bryan mun pin to bubble tea yesterdae.. parents did not bother to come and fetch me even though i called for their help. but i did not tell them that me bag was heavy.. cos i thot that if they didn't wna come down to amk hub to fetch me so be it.. i was like ' forget it , i'll go home myself.. i'm on my way home, walkin distance(no, i was actually still at amk hub), the bags' light, i can manage, bye.' my dad still blamed me for not callin home b4 camp.. and not like i've done it for the previous camps.. he told me to do so, so to let him know i'm safe and all.. BIG FAT LIES.. if he'd cared he would have came down to fetch at amk hub when i asked him for help, wat's mur it's late at night. and ima girl, but wateva now.. wateva you said nva make sense , dad. and i don't freakin mind if i'm not cared for, cuz i freakin used to tt alr. today, did some maths hw.. the ws. just that.. dad did not allow me to go out with me friends becus i had hws.. dad only warned me about my eng and lit because i scored 60+ for them ( it happens every year, predictably, the tellin of on eng.. and lit) and he kept going on abt every time and said almost nothing for the rest of the subjects.. so what if i tried hard to score good marks for my other subjects, he wouldn't care he'd only aim at my weak points and fire remarks on it, i've tried my best kay? i know you did n't get angry at me or anything but still... i did NOT score good marks for my tests to have extension of wateva SHIT com time like for ,what, one day only?.. IT"S STUPID. even though it's nice that you thot of extendin my com time, even if it's only for one day, i just wish you'd give me more freedom or even just encouragements, i know that i'm supposed to score well for my subjects just for my own good and not for wateva ' rewards' But i'm still a kid too, you know?? i still need all the encouragements i can get. not praises or anything. BUT NOT.. 'Brenda, you scored quite well for your exams and you can use the com for half an hr mur' i freakin did not do it for com time.. pls do get me.. nvm.. forget it.. even if i told you this, you'd just scold me for bein rude or smth. not worth it.. forget it. haiz.sorry.. didn't mean the anger i felt. sry..

well durin the camp, i've learnt that encouragements give people strength to continue wateva tough times they go thru.. which is cool
i wish i was more out spoken
so that i could make more friends
but it seems impossible doesn't it??

nvm gtg.. bye. :)
it wasn't such a short post after all ,huh?


i played a melody at 10:39 PM
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010

so.. today.. another freakkin hot stuffy humid dumb stupid idiotic day.. things happened i heard.. and cried again.. WHY MUST IT BE BECAUSE OF A FREAKKIN SAME THING?? HUH??? but watevs..false hopes and all .. draggg-eh-eh-eh...and it finally REALLY ENDS TODAY.. From what i see.. it does.. And thank you freakkin Mr. Evil for consolin meh.. though you don't know abt this blog but who cares.. and thank you Clare for makin stuffs clear for me cos i wouldn't haf (bothered to) ask & i don't care anymur.. :D quite okays with my marks.. though Clare's L1R(smth) is lower than mine.. which is wow. and you freakin dumb person get lost.. i'm in the process of gettin of it, so i dun mean nearly half of wat i say. homeworkies are really troublsome.. they stress you out and make you go crazehh.i wish i could write more, but i dun wan the whole world to know, so mind your own business and dun be keh-po(told you i dun mean almost half what i say) i'm like cursin on the inside, you don't know.

you don't freakin understand
you don't frekkin give a damn
you don't give a freakin apology
all you ever do is freakkin hurt meh.
you freak of a freakin' freakster.

i don't even know half of what i'm saying
this is currently what i'm not really feelin
i know this was bound to happen
i knew it from the start

so why do i give myself false hope
everytime i see you
it's a two-way thing
so just for a second..
i curse you guilt.

devil of me speakin
angel kicked out.
i dunno what i'm sayin
and it doesn't make me feel proud.



this seems all too familiar for me to forget or not remember what happened then. i'lljustfaceitwithasmile:)


i played a melody at 7:51 PM
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Monday, March 8, 2010

short updatey since have not post for sometime. kay.. weekends.. sat, i went to mum's friend's house waah.. got two DOGS summore.. larger one called Bibble and smaller noisier ans cuter one called Rain. XD kays.. no offence cos that place though nice and big.. but quite smokey.. cos they buddhist mah oh and during GB saw wots of friends cus most of them have council camp stuffs. haha. then sunday.. chiong sci map.. though its not really a map.. more like .. idk.. listing?? kay then today.. music lesson.. AIRCON!!! haha.. yeah.. watever.. BUT the weather IS FREAKINNN HOTTT-TE-TE.. i tell you.. lol.. was loner when homing.. cuz Ade got cca, then Clare, Gracia and Cherie got buy Lambo Horns as Bryan's bdae prezzie.. it was then i realised that i was too used to sumone 陪我回家 that i felt.. LONELY~!!! no... okays GTGs Ler.. Mum and Sis 吹-ING meh.. wah seh.. one lady say she thot me and me sis look like friends!! in other words, i look sec one likey OR.. my sis LOOKS FREAKIN MATURE.. not that i m though.. haha.. KAy
BYESSSSS!!~


i played a melody at 3:18 PM
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Friday, March 5, 2010

~wo men bei dui bei yong bao~
Lol!! dis few days like quite into chinese songs.. either influenced by friends or the mvs and songs are freakin saddishly cool.tried to rmbr the title of songs.. but somehow nva seem to manage to you noe, rmbr them.. well yeah..
firsh, thengs firsh, kays.. got back 3 ct paper back.. satisfied with marks :D
haha i hafta admit JJ lin de songs quite nice, Show Luo's songs too.. lol!!L8er gna listen to.. 2 Show Luo's songs.. heeeheee.. :]
lol.. sian tmrw got GB.. ARGH!! i have not tied the lanyard nor sew anything i hafta sew on the full-u.. gta wear tmrw ... no..
Lol.. btw, ade today go see zhou wen xuan or smth~ XP ~di ji ge 100 tian~ heheh..
waah!! i freakin can't help it!!! thot i've gotten over it alr.. haiz.. not good not good hafta START ALL OVER!!
~ai, shi bu ke shu de ma??...wo zai deng yi ge ren,zai deng wo de yong heng, gao shu wo AI BU DAN XIN , xiang xin ta~
have not start doin any h/w.. SLACKKIE!! XP yar.
gna chiong tmrw.. do as much as pos. :D
oh no... nxt week is me oral thingy..
omg la .. sis sho keh po.. warh!!
~ai feng tou~ superb XD it's th HPTX de song!! XD
haiz haiz haiz..

Nvm, i'll just end here then.. :D
write again sumtime ;]


i played a melody at 10:12 PM
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