Sunday, March 14, 2010

lol.. the day after camp brek day wat eva.. shan't go into details cuz there's not much time.. took a freakin long time to realize that both username and pw for ace-learnin was yuor nirc.. which totally wasted like half an hour of my com time.. to day quite special cos one hr but wasted.. sian.elijah treated me ade cherie bryan mun pin to bubble tea yesterdae.. parents did not bother to come and fetch me even though i called for their help. but i did not tell them that me bag was heavy.. cos i thot that if they didn't wna come down to amk hub to fetch me so be it.. i was like ' forget it , i'll go home myself.. i'm on my way home, walkin distance(no, i was actually still at amk hub), the bags' light, i can manage, bye.' my dad still blamed me for not callin home b4 camp.. and not like i've done it for the previous camps.. he told me to do so, so to let him know i'm safe and all.. BIG FAT LIES.. if he'd cared he would have came down to fetch at amk hub when i asked him for help, wat's mur it's late at night. and ima girl, but wateva now.. wateva you said nva make sense , dad. and i don't freakin mind if i'm not cared for, cuz i freakin used to tt alr. today, did some maths hw.. the ws. just that.. dad did not allow me to go out with me friends becus i had hws.. dad only warned me about my eng and lit because i scored 60+ for them ( it happens every year, predictably, the tellin of on eng.. and lit) and he kept going on abt every time and said almost nothing for the rest of the subjects.. so what if i tried hard to score good marks for my other subjects, he wouldn't care he'd only aim at my weak points and fire remarks on it, i've tried my best kay? i know you did n't get angry at me or anything but still... i did NOT score good marks for my tests to have extension of wateva SHIT com time like for ,what, one day only?.. IT"S STUPID. even though it's nice that you thot of extendin my com time, even if it's only for one day, i just wish you'd give me more freedom or even just encouragements, i know that i'm supposed to score well for my subjects just for my own good and not for wateva ' rewards' But i'm still a kid too, you know?? i still need all the encouragements i can get. not praises or anything. BUT NOT.. 'Brenda, you scored quite well for your exams and you can use the com for half an hr mur' i freakin did not do it for com time.. pls do get me.. nvm.. forget it.. even if i told you this, you'd just scold me for bein rude or smth. not worth it.. forget it. haiz.sorry.. didn't mean the anger i felt. sry..

well durin the camp, i've learnt that encouragements give people strength to continue wateva tough times they go thru.. which is cool
i wish i was more out spoken
so that i could make more friends
but it seems impossible doesn't it??

nvm gtg.. bye. :)
it wasn't such a short post after all ,huh?


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