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Tuesday, March 9, 2010

so.. today.. another freakkin hot stuffy humid dumb stupid idiotic day.. things happened i heard.. and cried again.. WHY MUST IT BE BECAUSE OF A FREAKKIN SAME THING?? HUH??? but watevs..false hopes and all .. draggg-eh-eh-eh...and it finally REALLY ENDS TODAY.. From what i see.. it does.. And thank you freakkin Mr. Evil for consolin meh.. though you don't know abt this blog but who cares.. and thank you Clare for makin stuffs clear for me cos i wouldn't haf (bothered to) ask & i don't care anymur.. :D quite okays with my marks.. though Clare's L1R(smth) is lower than mine.. which is wow. and you freakin dumb person get lost.. i'm in the process of gettin of it, so i dun mean nearly half of wat i say. homeworkies are really troublsome.. they stress you out and make you go crazehh.i wish i could write more, but i dun wan the whole world to know, so mind your own business and dun be keh-po(told you i dun mean almost half what i say) i'm like cursin on the inside, you don't know.

you don't freakin understand
you don't frekkin give a damn
you don't give a freakin apology
all you ever do is freakkin hurt meh.
you freak of a freakin' freakster.

i don't even know half of what i'm saying
this is currently what i'm not really feelin
i know this was bound to happen
i knew it from the start

so why do i give myself false hope
everytime i see you
it's a two-way thing
so just for a second..
i curse you guilt.

devil of me speakin
angel kicked out.
i dunno what i'm sayin
and it doesn't make me feel proud.



this seems all too familiar for me to forget or not remember what happened then. i'lljustfaceitwithasmile:)



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