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Sunday, February 26, 2012

hey. today's a sunday 26 of feb 2012.. (just taking note) and yep... sec 4 life isnt as bad as i expected but it aint really super awesome hahaha.. i guess the most interesting that happened so far was the trip to Fort Canning with PuiChiu Jerald John n Alan(Allen/Ellen??) haha! never went there before event tho ive past it so many times during art trips to musuems and stuffs. Haha sadded that i dont have a camera :S there was a entrance behind a huge door that led to the the top of a shelter looking like thing~~ :DD so cooling up there :D LOL Ed Sheeran iz AWWSHUM :DD anyways, yeah .. and i didnt attend cosfest T-T haha Jerald and PuiChiu were super animated when filming laughed like hell ....
Anyways.. was supposed to go to Xin Yi's house today but Dad dun late.. then im wasting my time on the computer cause ive nth better to do.. and i dun feel like doing homework......
Guess what?? im heart broken again... but it's nth much so i'll get over it soon...
..... I hope.

Don't wanna Fall for you,
Cus i dont wna feel this hurt again now
Don't wanna Fall for you
Cuz you tear me apart
But there's nth i can do
Cuz your words, your eyes
And the smell of your sweet scent
Accelerates my Heartbeat..

Oh, i didnt know,
You were with someone else
and i was all smiles till now,
till you walked to her side my world crumbled down
oh~

So why do you have to be so nice to me?
If you loved someone else,
you could have just ignored me, cus
i'm better of without,
this pain you brought about,
To me.

Hey God-that-really-exist-and-created-all-these-awesome-miracles, please give me strength to get through all these shit that i'm going through... i know that shit might be a very crude word to use.. but i hope you'd understand... have a great day too, God.

i played a melody at 1:52 AM
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Tuesday, December 27, 2011

hey mans, nice time to write a blog huh?? it morning arnd 2 or 3n i cant bear to see mai blog go down the waste hole, so yep, im bak n um kickin? okay, watevs.. so many months have passed like wow?? nxt year, we'r gn be sec 4, having our darn o lvls and pulling our hair out till we go bald,
OH n btw, i dun care if some crazy dang human will be lookin at my blog or fuggin stalkin' me, im still gna write mai blog cus i love readin it :)
Today, 28 of December 2011 (haha almost end of year :P) , i, brenda lim synn, have finally gotten a photo shoot!! thanks to my mum, Jazy n Modanar :D damn does it feel good :) been waiting for this fer so long.. met 2 new cosplayers too^^ heehee. Schl / academic results this were fuggish but i had mai share of fun:D did part time with mai long time no see child hood friend :) haha and won $50 (grand price) froma n annual christmas party, read my diary stalked n heart ached over that damn u hu suffocated my innonce n got quite over it :) wants to make new stuff and try new thingy out before i get real old n useless, i hope that i can overcome whatever that tries to stop me, dun really care what it takes :) i wna be more friendly,n care for people more( okay, yeah, i know, i can shut up with th bs)

yeps, so here's my best shot so far :)) will post more if recieve the otherS:D mai dad still doesnt kno about this and i hope he never knows :D

fuk, what the hell am i being so happy over about?

here's another <3 will recieve the rest at a later timing..

haha guess wat?? it rained damn badly today n i was soaked,

i went into a pond too haha disgusting seaweed...

say no more, i love these photos n c u some time later <3 toodles, babes

LOVE U GUYS & I BELIEVE IN SANTA

THANK GOD FOR A WONDERFUL YEAR <3

i played a melody at 11:23 AM
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Friday, September 23, 2011

Wna try learn how to phtoshop??
anyay helps links for a noob like meh:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TMipEmdFhH0

JIAYOUS TO PPL STRUGGLING FER EXAMS OUTTHERE>>>

i played a melody at 8:20 AM
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Friday, August 26, 2011

OST : Suck Seed - ห่วยขั้นเทพ
Track List:

1. Toom yoo nai jai : Aof Big Ass
ทุ้มอยู่ในใจ

2. Pleng tee chun mai dai tang : No More Tear
เพลงที่ฉันไม่ได้แต่ง

3. Sukseed tueng : Paradox
ซักซี้ดตึง

4. Numta : Big Ass
น้ำตา

5. Lieng song : So Cool
เลี้ยงส่ง

6. Ying to ying suay : Blackhead
ยิ่งโตยิ่งสวย

7. Bungearn Tid Din : Asanee Wasan
บังเอิญติดดิน : อัสนี & วสันต์

8. Bussaba : Moderndog
บุษบา

9. Pieng ruk : Silly Fools
เพียงรัก

10. Ruduron : Paradox
ฤดูร้อน

11. Kwarm chuer : Bodyslam
ความเชื่อ

12. Original score sieng toom nai jai thur : Hualampong Riddim
Original score เสียงทุ้มในใจเธอ

13. Puen sanit : Nat
เพื่อนสนิท

14. Mee tae thur : Tar Paradox
มีแต่เธอ

15. Pleng tee chun mai dai tang : Arena (Concert Version)
เพลงที่ฉันไม่ได้แต่ง

16. Suckseed tueng : Suck seed (Concert Version)
ซักซี้ดตึง

17. Toom yoo nai jai : Gao & Nat (Acoustic Version)

None of the music,photos, and links provided are produced/made/uploaded/owned by me.
You can watch the movie by downloading:
http://imbaako.wordpress.com or
http://www.imburais.blogspot.com/

i played a melody at 7:45 AM
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Sunday, April 17, 2011

Yeps Many ups and downs arent there?? HAiz... ups so far.... YESH COSPLAY COSTUE ON THE MOVE :D hpe it comes soon ^^ Naughty kiss is damn swwet :DD i want that main char :DDDDDDDD *swoon* THIS FRI GOT SAKURA EVENT OMG :DDDD lets hope i dun get kicked in the heart by some nonsense i dun wna get upset about *heart pplease hold on!!*

Downs... fuck you hu kips gettin on my nerves...u know damn well i dun wan u around so stop buggin me .. ty...

haiz.. nother down.. i think i like someone.. but forget it.. it always fails.. so wateveer.. i'll just bang my head enough to get it outta my head.. or just feign ignorance........... =.= damn it.. stupid hormones.. down.. my dads.. nehmind.. down... down.. down... ugh... just hope i'd get up tmr.. seriously....... MYE is coming and i dun GIVADAMN.

i wna make friends.. but haiz.. im just too shy D: tok next time... INUYASHA RULES :DDDD

quit it with ur damn complainin self piyin and whinnin will ya?? ur getting on my nerves butthead.

you say wat?? i'm just like my dad?? well congratulations!! You've got urself another ********************************!! (:

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Friday, March 18, 2011

http://tobin-barnes.blogspot.com/2011/01/blog-post.html

funneh

yesh!! my dad allow me use longer today :DDD BONNIE BUTTERFLY..

http://august2002.blogspot.com/?expref=next-blog cool haha

http://ericbraddock.blogspot.com/ cool

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OMGEE IMA STALKING COSPLAYERS>>

Faints dies and nose bleeds** >.,< >,,<(double shot) @.@

http://cosplaylife.blogspot.com/p/2011-cosplay-convention-list.html

http://kosupurei.blogspot.com/search/label/Full%20Metal%20Alchemist

http://letscosplay.blogspot.com/2010/11/soranosuzu.html

http://mindlessmute.blogspot.com/ (this is cute)

neh.. byakuran cosplay always looks so cute~!!! >,,< frm khr..

Sleeping cosplayers?? Faints* pants* Hot hot!!

http://kosupurei.blogspot.com/search/label/Inuyasha hello hello?? So cute!!

http://www.cosplaylab.com/cosplayers/costumes/details.asp?costumeid=210490 haha!! Osuwari!!

http://www.whatishcc.com/tutorials/

http://kosupurei.blogspot.com/search/label/Clannad hello hello?? you so pretty^^

http://blog.yam.com/index.php?op=album&b=16&sort=

haha shit ass... i spent so much time on flipping through websites on cosplayers... *cries8 i wanted to watch my dear.... NATSUME!!! kyu.. NVM lalaalalala

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do you mind?? i feel some invasion of privacy here?? >;S

i played a melody at 4:22 AM
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