Tuesday, February 25, 2014

you know it's scary what goes through my brain when ever my dad says something that makes me flare but couldn't say anything back because it would be facing death itself.

i was just in the bedroom packing the bed, folding the blanket as he did his usual ranting


i got stressed

and for the countless time

my mind went to the window

as if it was the only escape of this mental and emotional torture



seemed so easy

like u could just unlock grail push it aside

feel that welcoming breeze

climb out to freedom, taste and feel it's uplifting energy as it clears your soul

your feet upon a dusty metal ventilator


and u dont even have to leap

u just take that first step and then off u go







That hurt so loud but no one could hear it

the window

an opening

that foot steps so soft u could've missed it

that flick of a lock so fast you'd never notice

that rumble of a rolling grail so dull it blends to ur surrounding

deep breathe, hold it

that feet, lift it

that relieve, feelin it

your body out there so swift you'd never realize

till your feet hits the dusty cold metal

of a ventilator


that pulse, racing

that leap

take it.















My mind it scares me sometimes





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