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Friday, March 18, 2011

http://tobin-barnes.blogspot.com/2011/01/blog-post.html

funneh

yesh!! my dad allow me use longer today :DDD BONNIE BUTTERFLY..

http://august2002.blogspot.com/?expref=next-blog cool haha

http://ericbraddock.blogspot.com/ cool

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OMGEE IMA STALKING COSPLAYERS>>

Faints dies and nose bleeds** >.,< >,,<(double shot) @.@

http://cosplaylife.blogspot.com/p/2011-cosplay-convention-list.html

http://kosupurei.blogspot.com/search/label/Full%20Metal%20Alchemist

http://letscosplay.blogspot.com/2010/11/soranosuzu.html

http://mindlessmute.blogspot.com/ (this is cute)

neh.. byakuran cosplay always looks so cute~!!! >,,< frm khr..

Sleeping cosplayers?? Faints* pants* Hot hot!!

http://kosupurei.blogspot.com/search/label/Inuyasha hello hello?? So cute!!

http://www.cosplaylab.com/cosplayers/costumes/details.asp?costumeid=210490 haha!! Osuwari!!

http://www.whatishcc.com/tutorials/

http://kosupurei.blogspot.com/search/label/Clannad hello hello?? you so pretty^^

http://blog.yam.com/index.php?op=album&b=16&sort=

haha shit ass... i spent so much time on flipping through websites on cosplayers... *cries8 i wanted to watch my dear.... NATSUME!!! kyu.. NVM lalaalalala

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do you mind?? i feel some invasion of privacy here?? >;S

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Wednesday, March 16, 2011

BONNIE BUTTERFLY (KINKI KIDS)

If you want to feel the same I do, yes open it widly I'll catch you
'Cause I love you baby, look at my eyes and kiss me
If you want me to stay I'll be OK. Let's make brand new days for us
'Cause I love you baby, I'll be with you

I can't see your eyes mada ya na air no naka
Jin no aisu tokeru mayonaka
Imi nai dry na kotoba wo kawashiteru

Twenty-four hours kimi wo dou ni ka shitai
Ai no nai mirai wa mirenai taipu
Sukoshi muri shiteru

Tada dakiyosete kiss wo shitemo kokoro made ubaenai
Warui asobi wo oshiete ageru yo daraku no naka de feel my mind

Sou sa chou ni natte yoru wo matte toki wo koe
Yami wo kirisaite tonde yuku
Kimi wa boku dake no hana ni natte saite ite
Koboreteku mitsu no you ni
Ai wo motto kanjou de zutto kimi wo motto kanjitai

If you want to feel the same I do, yes open it widly I'll catch you
'Cause I love you baby, look at my eyes and kiss me
If you want me to stay I'll be OK. Let's make brand new days for us
'Cause I love you baby, I'll be with you

Stay by my side hibi wo moteamasu hodo kimi ni oborete iru
Boku wo azawarau you ni me wo tojiru

Seven days, week Bonnie to Clyde no you ni
Nigete ochite ikitai guy
Kanari yume miteru

Akireru kurai kiss wo shitemo iradachi wa nuguenai
Ima made no koi keshite agetai yo midara no naka de lose my mind

Sou sa chou ni natte yoru wo matte toki wo koe
Hikari no kiseki egaiteku
Kimi wa boku dake no hana ni natte saite ite
Dakishimete akiru hodo ni

Can you see? Hirahira to can you feel? Mainagara
Mizu wo hajiku you ni kimi wo mamoritai
Let me see boroboro ni let me feel kizu tsuite
Hane ga itsuka chigireta to shitemo

Sou sa chou ni natte yoru wo matte toki wo koe
Yami wo kirisaite tonde yuku
Kimi wa boku dake no hana ni natte saite ite
Koboreteku mitsu no you ni
Ai wo motto kanjou de zutto kimi wo motto kanjitai

If you want to feel the same I do, yes open it widly I'll catch you
'Cause I love you baby, look at my eyes and kiss me
If you want me to stay I'll be OK. Let's make brand new days for us
'Cause I love you baby, I'll be with you

ENG VER

If you want to feel the same I do, yes open it widly I'll catch you
'Cause I love you baby, look at my eyes and kiss me
If you want me to stay I'll be OK. Let's make brand new days for us
'Cause I love you baby, I'll be with you

I can't see your eyes in this bad air
It's the middle of the night, the ice in my gin melting
We exchange dry, meaningless words

Twenty-four hours, I want to do something about you
I'm the type who can't see a future without love
I'm trying a little too hard

Even if I just pull you close and kiss you, I can't steal your heart
I'll teach you a naughty game, feel my mind in depravity

I'll become a butterfly and flutter through the night, across time
Ripping through the darkness as I fly
You'll become a flower just for me, and bloom
Overflowing like honey
More love, more emotion, I want to feel you more

If you want to feel the same I do, yes open it widly I'll catch you
'Cause I love you baby, look at my eyes and kiss me
If you want me to stay I'll be OK. Let's make brand new days for us
'Cause I love you baby, I'll be with you

Stay by my side, I'm drowning in you, as if the days are beyond my control
You close your eyes as if laughing scornfully at me

Seven days a week, like Bonnie and Clyde
I'm the guy who wants to escape and fall
I'm such a dreamer

Even if we kiss so much it's shocking, I can't wipe away the irritation
I want to erase all your previous loves, lose my mind in obscenity

I'll become a butterfly and flutter through the night, across time
Tracing my tracks with light
You'll become a flower just for me, and bloom
And I'll hold you til I've had enough

Can you see? Fluttering. Can you feel? Dancing
I want to protect you like splashing water
Let me see, hurt me, let me feel, til I'm worn out
Even if my wings are someday torn off

I'll become a butterfly and flutter through the night, across time
Ripping through the darkness as I fly
You'll become a flower just for me, and bloom
Overflowing like honey
More love, more emotion, I want to feel you more

If you want to feel the same I do, yes open it widly I'll catch you
'Cause I love you baby, look at my eyes and kiss me
If you want me to stay I'll be OK. Let's make brand new days for us
'Cause I love you baby, I'll be with you

Sleep-Deadstock (SID)

kuchibiru ga kawaku oto saemo kiki nogasa nai kyori de itsumo nemutta
kyou koso wa ato to kime tanoni tsutsumare kokochi yoku sakini nemutta

kimi no koto wo shiru tabini shira nai kimi wo hitotsu wasureru
sonna kimi shudou na koi tsuraiyo

sayonara ni fumi kireru hazumo naito wakatteru kedo
nennotame ni dakishimeru
dokomade mo zurui hitoto shitte chikazu itano wa sou
muchuu no ato mou modore nai

okurarete kuru kotoba tachi wa iro azayakana uso nareta henshin
sono kiyou na yubisaki de kyou mo dare ka yorokoba seru no
soshite kanashi maserunone itai yo

saitei na yoru wa koe rukara kochirani mo onegai
sore no tameni shigamitsuku
dekirudake nagaku tsuzuku youni sore ijou motome nai
komaru kao ga tada kowakute

kimi ga omou yorimo zutto zutto nigori ganakute
kimi ga omou yorimone okubyou dakedo
ima wakaru tashika nakoto wa sono zenbu ga kimi no mae dato
imi wo mota nai

"naku nayo" de hakusha gakakatta kuzure ochiru namida
tada owari wo hayame tane

sayonara ni fumi kireru hazumo naito wakatteru kedo
nennotame ni dakishimeru
dokomade mo zurui hitoto shitte chikazu ita no wa sou
muchuu no ato mou modore nai

dekirudake nagaku sore ijou motome nai motome rarenai

nemutta

Lyric Translation
This lyric was added by: shinsen.kerii

I always slept from a distance so that I wouldn't miss hearing even the sound of your dry lips
Even though I'd made up my mind today, I wrapped myself up and comfortably fell asleep first

Every time I learn something about you, I forget one thing I didn't know
That kind of autonomous love, it hurts...

I understand that I can't start over just by saying goodbye,
but I'll hold you just to be sure.
I know that you, the person I drew close to, are an unfair person in all regards
After the dream ends, we can never return

The words you speak are nothing more than colorful lies, and I've grown accustomed to the replies
Are those skillful hands of yours making someone happy again today?
Or are they causing someone someone sorrow? It hurts...

I can overcome even the worst night, so I'm begging you as well...
For the sake of only that, I'll cling to you.
I just want to make things last as long as possible, I won't ask for more than that
That bothered face you make, it frightens me

It's been clear for so much longer than you think
And I'm so much more of a coward than you know
Now I understand. You can't seem to grasp that every sure thing is right here before you.

Spurred on by the words "Don't cry," the tears fell down
and hastened the end, didn't they?

I understand that I can't start over just by saying goodbye,
but I'll hold you just to be sure.
I know that you, the person I drew close to, are an unfair person in all regards
After the dream ends, we can never return

For as long as possible... I won't ask for more than that... I can't ask for more...

I fell asleep...

BACK IN LOVE WITH JAP SONGS :D

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Saturday, March 12, 2011

IF YOU EVER COME BACK (the script)

If you're standing with your suitcase
But you can't step on the train
Everything's the way that you left it I still haven't slept yet

And if you're covering your face now
But you just can't hide the pain
Still setting two plates on the counter but eating without ya

If the truth is you're a liar
When you say that you're okay
I'm sleeping on your side of the bed going out of my head now

And if you're out there trying to move on
But something pulls you back again
I'm sitting here trying to persuade you like you're in the same room

And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder
And I wish you could still give me a hard time
And I wish I could still wish it was over
But even if wishing is a waste of time 
Even if I never cross your mind

I'll leave the door on the latch 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on 
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now
Oh if you ever come back, if you ever come back

Now they say I'm wasting my time
Cause you're never coming home
But they used to say the world was flat but how wrong was that now

And by leaving my door open 
I'm risking everything I own
There's nothing I can lose in the break in that you haven't taken

And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder
And I wish you could still give me a hard time
And I wish I could still wish it was over
But even if wishing is a waste of time 
Even if I never cross your mind

I'll leave the door on the latch 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on 
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now
Oh if you ever come back, if you ever come back

If it's the fighting you remember or the little things you miss
I know you're out there somewhere, so just remember this
If it's the fighting you remember or the little things you miss 
Oh just remember this, oh just remember this

I'll leave the door on the latch 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on 
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now
Oh if you ever come back, if you ever come back now

And it will be just like you were never gone
And it will be just like you were never gone
And it will be just like you were never gone
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now

Nice song :DDD okay so today had drill com .. got Bronze :)

tho expected silver.. but this is fine too :)) hhmmm..

these few day.. dk why i keep making ppl angry at me...

 damn i suck i know.. i i realy dun expect them to forgive

 me tt easily..sigh.. i dont know... i just cant communicate

well with my parents..i either over react or stuff( nt like they dont)

 i know , i understand why they are doin what they are doin..

 but.. i dont know.. they love me too much they dont want anything

 to hurt me.. but the thing is i want to get exposed to different

 things.. and if they continue to be so over-lovin(protective)..

i wouldnt be able to learn frm my mistakes.. experience new and

different things.. not that i dont want them to care about me at

 all... I DO WANT THEM to love and care for me... but just try to

 understand why the sudden change of character i might have and try

 to be patient.. i would really appreciate tt.. Sigh...-.- But i

just cants eem to get this across the rite way.. it'll either end

 up with my Dad Fuckin Shoutin 2 my or my mum blaming me and cryin

 Like i'm the one that's totally at fault...i know they love me.. but..

cant they see that.. they should try to understand me?? im a teenager

 now... 15 years old.. going thru emotional periods most of the time...

Yes, they migght say that they've been ateenager before... but how long

time ago was that?? cud they even remember what they were doin and how

 they were feelin then?? they'd be lyin if they say they dont have peer

 pressure or the urge to explore the outside places the have never been

 to... so why cant they just think abt it and give me a chance? i understand

 that they are my parents and do not want to see me hurt thats why they are

protecting me like that.. but Im 15!! i can somehow noe how to take care of

myself!! and even if dont.. isnt it time for me to start learning how

to no?? if not, when am i ever gna gain independence of my own?? M i

forever staying their baby?I seriously wouldnt want that.. neither will

they...so how can i make them see??

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