Saturday, March 12, 2011

If you're standing with your suitcase
But you can't step on the train
Everything's the way that you left it I still haven't slept yet

And if you're covering your face now
But you just can't hide the pain
Still setting two plates on the counter but eating without ya

If the truth is you're a liar
When you say that you're okay
I'm sleeping on your side of the bed going out of my head now

And if you're out there trying to move on
But something pulls you back again
I'm sitting here trying to persuade you like you're in the same room

And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder
And I wish you could still give me a hard time
And I wish I could still wish it was over
But even if wishing is a waste of time 
Even if I never cross your mind

I'll leave the door on the latch 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on 
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now
Oh if you ever come back, if you ever come back

Now they say I'm wasting my time
Cause you're never coming home
But they used to say the world was flat but how wrong was that now

And by leaving my door open 
I'm risking everything I own
There's nothing I can lose in the break in that you haven't taken

And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder
And I wish you could still give me a hard time
And I wish I could still wish it was over
But even if wishing is a waste of time 
Even if I never cross your mind

I'll leave the door on the latch 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on 
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now
Oh if you ever come back, if you ever come back

If it's the fighting you remember or the little things you miss
I know you're out there somewhere, so just remember this
If it's the fighting you remember or the little things you miss 
Oh just remember this, oh just remember this

I'll leave the door on the latch 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on 
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now
Oh if you ever come back, if you ever come back now

And it will be just like you were never gone
And it will be just like you were never gone
And it will be just like you were never gone
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now

Nice song :DDD okay so today had drill com .. got Bronze :) 

tho expected silver.. but this is fine too :)) hhmmm.. 

these few day.. dk why i keep making ppl angry at me...

 damn i suck i know.. i i realy dun expect them to forgive

 me tt easily..sigh.. i dont know... i just cant communicate 

well with my parents..i either over react or stuff( nt like they dont)

 i know , i understand why they are doin what they are doin..

 but.. i dont know.. they love me too much they dont want anything

 to hurt me.. but the thing is i want to get exposed to different

 things.. and if they continue to be so over-lovin(protective).. 

i wouldnt be able to learn frm my mistakes.. experience new and 

different things.. not that i dont want them to care about me at

 all... I DO WANT THEM to love and care for me... but just try to

 understand why the sudden change of character i might have and try

 to be patient.. i would really appreciate tt.. Sigh...-.- But i 

just cants eem to get this across the rite way.. it'll either end

 up with my Dad Fuckin Shoutin 2 my or my mum blaming me and cryin

 Like i'm the one that's totally at fault...i know they love me.. but.. 

cant they see that.. they should try to understand me?? im a teenager

 now... 15 years old.. going thru emotional periods most of the time...

Yes, they migght say that they've been ateenager before... but how long 

time ago was that?? cud they even remember what they were doin and how

 they were feelin then?? they'd be lyin if they say they dont have peer

 pressure or the urge to explore the outside places the have never been

 to... so why cant they just think abt it and give me a chance? i understand

 that they are my parents and do not want to see me hurt thats why they are 

protecting me like that.. but Im 15!! i can somehow noe how to take care of 

myself!! and even if dont.. isnt it time for me to start learning how 

to no?? if not, when am i ever gna gain independence of my own?? M i 

forever staying their baby?I seriously wouldnt want that.. neither will 

they...so how can i make them see??

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