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Saturday, February 27, 2010

ba-dum, ba-dum, badumbadum badumbadum.. heart beats faster.. feels it beating against me chest.. heavy breathings...short breathings feels faint.... I L-UH-UR-URVE ANIMESSSSSSSSSS!!!! * Kuronama??* WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heheheheheheheh!!!! XDXD
shit!! no!! i'm getting crazy.. oh no..noooo...



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haiz haiz haiz.. but watever.. nevermind.. no.. i must type it out ..okays... so yesterday.. got tht GB,BB thing excursion.. uh yeah.. army museum...banged into Ivan when he was packing his bag.. so then again, I'M SORRY!!..then the whole trip quite okay lah.. but was freakin tired after that... *yawns*..
and Guess what?? .... should i say it?? hmm.. okie okie.. i well, hmm.. maybe i shudn't say it.. dun nid the whole world to know or anything.. But the result of wat i did was.. sad and reliving at the same time.. i wanted to laugh because it was all over but once i started laughing to myself< i immediately felt like crying.. but the tears did not wna come out.. it was exhuasting.. no doubt i was heart broken after what happened.. but at least it's all over now and that i finally did it :').. the first person i told that thing to was Clare.. it's only when she called me.. and talked things out with me then i started cryin.... but it's not a bad thing though.. i wanted to cry.. makes me feel better that way.. my mum saw me cryin a when i was talking to Clare and said that i was crazy And asked me why i was cryin after that.. did not tell her anything.. you can't really trust how adults act to be like before you tell them the real reason why you were cryin.. cos they'd just blow up and you'll end up gettin a long lecture after that.. so i fibbed that Clare was tellin me a real touchin story.. when actually i was feelin hurt inside and cryin my heart out.. Adeline knew abt it and comforted me and all.. so did Gracia and Cherie.. i felt much better afterwards.. reminds me that my friends will always be there i when i'm sad or happy and that i shud really really help them as much as possible if i could .. i dun wna owe them.. i'll be there for them when they nid me.. just like what they did when i was down.. i <3 my friends ;D



By now.. you shud have guessed what happened.. if not.. then maybe part of it. :X


okay then.. today today.. two bad news .. but i shan't reveal them.. secrets.. sad ones..
did SIZING during GB.. very cool.oh.. i gota remember to eat my mummy's tiramisu!!! XD.. brightens up my day a little bit.. gotta remember to............ what haf i got to rmbr?? i kinda forgot.. but nevermind.


haven't been able to watch animes lately....... sad.. well, i haven't been able to watch animes for a looong time!! for Bleach i'm like still stuck at ep 70+ though i'd watched it yrs ago.. Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood.. WEEEEKKSS!! i missed alot of episodes!! same goes for Inuyasha Final Act... NOOO!! Naruto.. uh.. stuck at ep 101 like years ago..Kimi ni Todoke... argh atill at ep 10!!!! i'm so slow!!Clannad.. stop at first few eps of after story.. cos got tired of waitng for one ep every week.. Shugo Chara.. I GIVE UP ON THAT ANIME MAN!! IT'S FREAKING LAME!! and it's still continuing to a 100+ ep...pities..much much mur animes that i've wayched and stopped half way.. *laughs* ohhhhhhhh!!!!! LAST BUT NOT LEAST,,,, KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN!!!!!!! for that one.. i watched ep 1-10 then found it boring.. but after that more ppl stared watchin then i found it interestin.. then i started watchin from ep 50+ onwards.. but stucked currently..
call me 半途而废.. watever.. that's me weakness.. causing me most of the troubles i had in my life..


haha.. kay kay.. i gtg now.. BAII BI!!!XD



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Sunday, February 21, 2010


Lol.. today, 2 kids cam to me house...
one was like .. 2 or 3 years old and the other one was just 1 year older.. or 2??
the older one was a young boy, named Nono, the younger one is called Enen, a girl.
My mum is currently taking care of Enen to earn dosh, well, part time , that is..
and it's not everyday.. haha.
then like, i was trying hard to concentrate on copyin the chinese newspaper article but Nono kept.. uh.. disturbin me?? Lol..
he was like.. walkin in and out of the room sayin," ii wahn morh owange, wahn morh owange."
Translation : i want more oranges, want more oranges. wadever..
then he kept taking one orange and placed it on my table and sayin 'ii wahn morh owange' he did this abt 7 times..
then i thot ," the kid's so simple minded.. haven't he thot about takin two at a time or smth?"
well, when he came in again, he was holdin 3 oranges in his arm.
i was like.. "oh".
i continued copyin and realised the oranges gave out an orangey smell,nice.
out of boredom, i kinda rearranged the oranges and then realised one of the oranges was actually leakin..
and the juice stained the newspaper,but it was just a small patch on the paper so i didn't really care.
my dad was going to visit his friends for some CNY stuff and saw the pile of oranges on my table, came in and examined the oranges..
"there's juice leakin out of some of oranges" he spoke to me in chinese.
"yeah." i replied.
"some of the oranges are spoiled" he said.
"so, when the juice leaks out of the orange means that it's spoiled?"i asked
" yeah."
"oh."
then he took all the oranges off me table coz he saw that the oranges took som space of the table( mind you, there's TEN oranges on the table, and the table was quite small too.) and he also needed some oranges for his Bai Fang thingy and of course he chose the good ones,. you don't give spoiled oranges to your friends, do you??
"thank you baba"
" mm" and he left.
so cheeky little Nono gave me spoiled oranges. :( haha
oh and Nono's mum gave me and me sibs ang paos.. but had to give it to our ma.
i'm not done with the chinese newspaper and DnT and revision yet..
doubt there'd be enough time for me to complete them all.
Lol.
Mum was freakin screamin at me sis and freakin caning me bro.. me bro frekin screamed too.
They freakin deserved it, i tell you...

not that i like it though.them bein sreamed at and caned.
but they were rude and all.
i'm not settin a good example for me sibs huh??
ima no good meself
wadeva
:(

Gotta go now BUAIIS.



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Saturday, February 20, 2010


okay.. so today..a saturday..so had GB.. haha but not the normal drill ,devotion and stuffs coz to day all of us celebrated CNY.. went to Mdm Rachel's house.. She has 3 DOGS!! XDDDD one husky and two..uh.. i don't really know wat they are called.. but anyways.. the sec 3 prepared everything for the celebration and all.. so, thank yous sec 3s!! hmm.. and uh.. same old CNY songs.. (FYI,i'm not a fan of CNY songs, no offence though) and all and yeah... after the celebration.. me and clare went to ... plaza sing.. heheh... go buy xin yi's prezzie.. OMG.. she is gna lurve the prezzies i tell you!!! happeess. lalalalalalar! arf!!! irritatin bro.. i freakin feel like slappin him..monkeh!! but i shall 忍.. hmm... tmrw's sunday and the day after tt will be monday,shut up bro, i tell you ,shut up, and uh.. week of CTs.. ew.. am so not lookin forward. nth much to say now.. and since my bro is freakin bugging me to get off the com, i shall freakin go now.. FREAK.

hahahahahahahhaha.. ima one weird creature, i tell you

XP .. oh bro, you'd bta stop naggin at me rite now or i'd really freakin slap d life outta u.

SHUT UP



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Thursday, February 18, 2010


yos, haha just finish findin the pics for the art stuffs.. XP haizhaizhaiz... h/w too many ler barhs!!teachers!! liddat how to study for CT??? Huh?Huh? >:O hahaha.. lol.. this comin sat.. GB gna celebrate CNY!! so dunnid stressoh about uniform yet.. still can procrastinate for a while.. ahahahahha!! lol.. today.. went to library go meet primary schl fwen.. didn't tell parents though.. Heck Care.. mua hahaha.. and haiz... Ivan has been vandalizing me DnT File!!!DX lol.. wadeva.. hmm.. hmm...yay!! finally tmrw friday lers!!! today gna slack cos tmrw dun really nidda hand in anything HOHOHO! shit.. freakin sis very keh po,ugh. nvm...waah.. i must make frens with me GB juniors!!!!! waah.. i also kinda scared..heehee haiz.. i wna watch animes!!!!!!!! hmm.. oh, and lemme tell u , CNY was mur of ang paos, xbox, street fighter 4, psp, cousins' house, tummy ache, birthday wishes and all.. hahaha..hmm.. wanted to say so much mur .. now i've forgotten everything.. rah.. i dun even know how to link or dunno wat blogskin.. Freakin Nooby, huh??? tsk. oh!!!!!! KHR!!!!!! wah!! now over 6.30pm ler lars... sadddddd.


haiz nvm nvm.. GET IT OUT!!! XD



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Saturday, February 13, 2010

hahahahhaha.. me dearest friends celebrated meh birthday... freakin cooll!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! XD hahaha!! thank you so much for everything!!! sob sobs.. X'< size="4"> happy birthday to you too!! *Note this ppl!! Shuen Lin's Birthday is on the 13th of Feb!!!* XD)).. woah.. today ima gna eat tuan yuan fan with me cousins.. so cool lar.. cos i've not seen them for a YEAR... i miss them.. hahaha!!



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Monday, February 8, 2010

kay for wadeva reason ima startin to blog again.. dun ask me why... but nobody has visited it ..currently... haha yar a teeny weeny bit disappointed.. but.. argh.. nvm X3



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*WOOOOOOOHOOO!!!* XD ALL i can say is that SHUKAN SENTIMENTAL RAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWKKKKKSSSSSSOOOOOOO!!! hahahahaha~ monday 8 feb lerss... 6 MUR DAYS!!! heheheh.. >.< or maybe 2 .. to the celebration!!! hahaha.. can't waito! using com secretly cos everyone isn't at home .. happy happy XD
music lesson was okay.. rappoids haha.
maths.. are headache.. lots of qns dunno how ta do..
recess.. argh.. second best to end of schl.. DUH.
chinese... hmm... eek... got ting xie .. on dunno when..
c.e... nth much.. oh i've gta sign form.. kay.. reminds reminds
history... HUGE HEADECHE.. no offence.. dont really understand lesson though.
science... was freakin holdin my pee.. till end of class.. hahaha... ohh and mr tang pass by my seat when i was kind of jottin down wat i'm a gna do when i go home..
And i was like writing : SIGN FREAKIN FORM.. and he read it.. ahahaha.. but hey! me personal stuffos! trs aren't suppose to jus nose in like that.. =.= but wateva not tat i mind though...
End of schl.. LONER.. shan't reveal much 'cept that : CLARE you broke ME hEARt.. AND i dun mean it in a les way kay?? XD ha! wa sian tmrw got Lit.. and me have not done me homework yeto! X]

I SHALL PERSEVERE!!!!! X@!!! JIAYOUS!! GANBATTE!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH~!!
kay la kay la.. won't get so crazeh lers..
am just quite messed up this few days..
feelins and all.. shan't reveal much
homeworks an all

ARGH!! I LateR GOT tuITiOn!!! fEaCeS!! HAHAH!! BUlL pOOPiE !

wadeva man... can't wait to see me cousins an all.. didn't see them for months alr..
argh homework.. gta finish them..

am goin bak to MFPS this year XD
hahaha..
memories..
dammit.. argh..
must grow taller and fatter..
shit.. am startin to crap lers..
gtg BYES!!



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Sunday, February 7, 2010

i have sprinkled holy water on my blog and it's adapting to its revival.. haha.. back again?? well, YEAH.. yay, i've completed the chinese compo and the english sit writin... I HEART FULL METAL ALCHEMIST... can't help it.. watched it since young.. LOVE all the SONGS there!! XD
I'm currently tryin to get over someone.. takes time though.. ugh.. that IDIOT. ima goin back to MFPS on CNY.. currently bLAStin MY EARs ... i dun wna hear any sound.. except the song i'm hearing.. BLAST IT.. very shuangg.. hahaha. gta goooo.. buais. ;)



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it's sunday alr eh?? hmm.. i freakin have not finish me homework!!!!!!! argh!! ARGH!! lots of stuff happened.. some good, mostly bad. freakin givin up on someoniie.. no hope. bdae comin .. so is CNY.. missed 3 chances to meet up bestie.. saddddddddd... half way thru formal letter writtin.. so not good at that.... have not prepared any thingy for oral reporties .. gna die.. due to stressoids.. CAN'T WAIT FOR ANG PAOS!! not denyin it!! XD
haha.. nth much to write or say.. since most of it quite personal.. so yeah.. that's all.. oh btw, WE ARE DONE WITH THE RAPPPPOIDS!! wootNOIDS!!
wateva.
hahahahahaha.. oh no.. lameness over takin.. gtg!!



ShalL WrIte AGain.. Next NigHT..



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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

lol... hist lesson now... usin com lab.. argh bell rung rang.. bye.




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Monday, February 1, 2010

haha! hey again!! lol.. MOnday Blues... first of feb and everything.. Thirteen more days till i'm FOURTEEN YEArs old!! hurrah!! yes, my bdae is on valentine's day if you did notice and everything.. this year's especially cramped cause it is on the same day as... Chinese New Year!!! very ZUN if you ask me. haha!! Woots!! today no science and C.E , MORE FREE PERIODS, as Mr tang did not come to schl.. FREAking cool. music lesson.. well, had to do raps and everything plus, just knew that we had a ' wonder boys' and a ' the pussycat boys' in our class(2e3) haha. funny and lame at the same time. history lesson... I DID NOT GET A SINGLE THING ABOUT WATEVER WORLD WAR S**** THEY"RE TALKIN ABOUT.. should have read about first.. HAiz.. and everybody was going on about.. some guy who died and it started the war and how ww1 and ww2 were to close(time) and some suez canal.. wat great depression stuff... ` YOU SPIN MY HEAD RIGHT ROUND ,RIGHT ROuND!! so to anybody out there who's haed is spinning cause of that confusing history stuffos.. I"M RIGHT WITH YOUS , MAN! oh and today, 2e1 all go ikea today... hahas.. ima loner when walkin home.. Freakin miss 1e1.. waah biang.. today got maths tuition somemore.... haiz... 2e3 is one stressful class... haiz.. KIMI NI TODOKE RAWKS! Here's the Lyrics for the FuLL OP SONG FREAKIN NICE I TELL YOU!

Kimi Ni Todoke

Yasashii hidamari ni chaimu ga direi suru
Hoho wo naderu kaze ibuki wa fukakunatteku
Toomawari no namida namae tsuketa ashita
Kasanaru miraiiro no rain

Adokenai konna kimochi mo
Hajiketobu hodo waraiaeta hi mo
Taisetsu ni sodateteikeru youni
Togiretogire no toki wo koete
Takusan no hajimete wo kureta
Tsugatteyuke todoke

Houkago no yuuyami warau kimi no senaka
Hisokana sasayaki fureta koto no nai omoi no naka
Boku no naka no kimi to kimi no naka no boku de
Karamaru miraiiro no rain

Ameagari no machi no nioi to
Yumemitaina himitsu wo mune ni daite
Nandomo nakisou ni natte mata warau
Kangaeru yori zutto hayaku
Sono mune ni tobikometara ii
Tsunagatteyuke todoke

Nani yori mo daijina kimi no mae de
Kizutsukanai youni daiji ni shiteta no wa sou jibun
Sono hitogoto ga moshimo sayonara no kawari ni natteshimattemo
Ari no mama subete

Adokenai konna kimochi mo
Hajiketobu hodo waraiaeta hi mo
Taisetsu ni sodateteikeru youni
Honno sukoshi otona ni natteku
Kimi ni naritai boku wo koete
Tsunagatteyuke
Ima sugu kimi ni
Todoke

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jFJj3gpwbd8

have no idea how to put a vid up there so yeah, linkies up there..
if you like the song, be sure to watch the anime too.. it's awesome!!

oh yeah... haiz.. have not finish reading my chinese stort book yet... haiz.. class 2e3 is going to IKEA this wed.. uh.. right?? can't wait to see all me cousins during CNY..
miss my friends and all.. haiz. i wish.. nvm.. ;D

thanks to whoever is readin', really appreciates it. ;D though i must be crappin alot.



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Still Thinkin'


Brenda Lim Synn
17 practically a young adult who hasn't accomplished any thing in my life so far
14 feb 96
Still figuring things out apparently
Faith & Trust in God, Living in His way


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