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Saturday, February 27, 2010


haiz haiz haiz.. but watever.. nevermind.. no.. i must type it out ..okays... so yesterday.. got tht GB,BB thing excursion.. uh yeah.. army museum...banged into Ivan when he was packing his bag.. so then again, I'M SORRY!!..then the whole trip quite okay lah.. but was freakin tired after that... *yawns*..
and Guess what?? .... should i say it?? hmm.. okie okie.. i well, hmm.. maybe i shudn't say it.. dun nid the whole world to know or anything.. But the result of wat i did was.. sad and reliving at the same time.. i wanted to laugh because it was all over but once i started laughing to myself< i immediately felt like crying.. but the tears did not wna come out.. it was exhuasting.. no doubt i was heart broken after what happened.. but at least it's all over now and that i finally did it :').. the first person i told that thing to was Clare.. it's only when she called me.. and talked things out with me then i started cryin.... but it's not a bad thing though.. i wanted to cry.. makes me feel better that way.. my mum saw me cryin a when i was talking to Clare and said that i was crazy And asked me why i was cryin after that.. did not tell her anything.. you can't really trust how adults act to be like before you tell them the real reason why you were cryin.. cos they'd just blow up and you'll end up gettin a long lecture after that.. so i fibbed that Clare was tellin me a real touchin story.. when actually i was feelin hurt inside and cryin my heart out.. Adeline knew abt it and comforted me and all.. so did Gracia and Cherie.. i felt much better afterwards.. reminds me that my friends will always be there i when i'm sad or happy and that i shud really really help them as much as possible if i could .. i dun wna owe them.. i'll be there for them when they nid me.. just like what they did when i was down.. i <3 my friends ;D



By now.. you shud have guessed what happened.. if not.. then maybe part of it. :X


okay then.. today today.. two bad news .. but i shan't reveal them.. secrets.. sad ones..
did SIZING during GB.. very cool.oh.. i gota remember to eat my mummy's tiramisu!!! XD.. brightens up my day a little bit.. gotta remember to............ what haf i got to rmbr?? i kinda forgot.. but nevermind.


haven't been able to watch animes lately....... sad.. well, i haven't been able to watch animes for a looong time!! for Bleach i'm like still stuck at ep 70+ though i'd watched it yrs ago.. Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood.. WEEEEKKSS!! i missed alot of episodes!! same goes for Inuyasha Final Act... NOOO!! Naruto.. uh.. stuck at ep 101 like years ago..Kimi ni Todoke... argh atill at ep 10!!!! i'm so slow!!Clannad.. stop at first few eps of after story.. cos got tired of waitng for one ep every week.. Shugo Chara.. I GIVE UP ON THAT ANIME MAN!! IT'S FREAKING LAME!! and it's still continuing to a 100+ ep...pities..much much mur animes that i've wayched and stopped half way.. *laughs* ohhhhhhhh!!!!! LAST BUT NOT LEAST,,,, KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN!!!!!!! for that one.. i watched ep 1-10 then found it boring.. but after that more ppl stared watchin then i found it interestin.. then i started watchin from ep 50+ onwards.. but stucked currently..
call me 半途而废.. watever.. that's me weakness.. causing me most of the troubles i had in my life..


haha.. kay kay.. i gtg now.. BAII BI!!!XD



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