Sunday, February 2, 2014
to be honest, i scared and fucking stressed over assignments.. i need time alone, time to do time to think..
i cannot do this alone
but i have to hide myself for sometime. i feel so drained
i feel so lost, like i dont noe where to start but i have to start
it's like i dont know hw to swim, but im thrown into a life or death situation at sea
but in this persp, im not gonna die, i cant run, so i'll adapt, i'll struggle to keep myself afloat
and God, i really need you, to guide me in my planning , and show me what is actually important, i dont want to stress on things that are not so impt and make time for things that do.
God, i thank you for people that keeps me in their prayers and thus allowing me to feel ur peace, i would like to pray the same for them too, and God, i pray that i may trust in you alone and learn not to put my securities on people, but in you.
let me grow in love and knowledge of you on my own account God and not because i want to pls the people around me.. i wan to pls u God, thank you for challenging me time and again to remind me that i still have you to go to in different times of my life. and in Jesus' name i pray , Amen.
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