Sunday, February 2, 2014

the thing that started us off

the hairband remember?
 the one we bought tgt at chua chu kang after the gen ed proj.

the one where u didnt dare to go into the shop because u were a guyly guy and then we end up buying hairbands and clips..
i wonder if u still use it..or have ur snapped.. or uve lost urs as well


i dont even know why i still have the chance of seeing it again

but today i did


i thought that was the last id ever see of it

i felt sad tt i lost it..and now it's here.. but youre not

im sorry

i have nothing to do w you now,

but i still feel that nostalgia

that comfort of being w u.


hahha it's funny eh it's ridiculous,

but i guess u cutting of ties w me was beneficial.
how else wud i start getting over the past



They say:

You don't know what you've got until it's gone

The Truth:

You knew exactly what you've had;
You just thought you'd never lose it.



i remember and i know that my feelings for you werent romantic just that, i enjoyed ur company alot, i cared for u alot, i started to feel like i didnt wna waste anymore of your time.. i knew it was not exactly healthy.. but i didnt know how to phrase it.

i had to much pride.

I held onto the believe that the lesser love i show, the lesser attached i will be emotionally to whomever i was spending time w.

apparently not. apparently not.



2nd day at my cousins' hse and yeah, i went to cherie's bbq just now and came back feeling tired.. i wanna rest but i know i have so much to do :/


hang in there, it's one more mth to go before u are led into temporary bliss

tts all for now, ive got to start something called homework





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