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Wednesday, January 1, 2014

okraights, its 1st Jan today and it doesn't feel like 1st Jan until i remind myself, thats cause.. my assignments are not done /cry/

im starting on draw later HAHA

i feel like doing a review on how 2013 has been?


overall, i learned alot.
i changed alot.

as compared to 2012, i gave up alot, had one of the most consistent roller-coaster rides

found many new amazing songs, laughed alot

Loved alot, lost alot ( but i still think i loved more than i lost)



Before going on, i better turn on a song,

Maybe from The Wanted, cus they came to sg last night and damn was their performance awesome, im a fan already HAHA. Hold on ~


SHE WALKS LIKE RIHANNA!! HAHA i was going high on twitter last night.

My aunt came and left just now, and i got green tea choco pocky :>



Hmm last year, new year.. i remember i was working, so it wasnt much to me, but i met w Sheng Yao (Doggie) and passed him tamago sushi, and he gave me inuyasha key chain :)) and then i also gave 2 makis to Master's family, Kelvin came down to get it :)) and then i met the ssb family <3 :="" ah="" all="" and="" back="" bastard="" be="" boss="" broke="" but="" by="" cam="" chef="" crystal="" damn="" de="" decieved="" didnt="" dishwasher="" dont="" elvin="" emily="" ex="" face="" feb="" from="" funny="" haha="" hahah.="" hahah="" handsome="" has="" he="" head="" her="" him="" his="" how="" howard="" i="" in="" india="" innocent="" is="" joker="" jolly="" jun="" kiss="" learn="" left="" look="" manager="" max="" mr="" ms="" my="" nan="" nbsp="" nd="" one="" other="" p="" pls="" poker="" prankster="" roy="" sam="" sheng="" that="" the="" to="" vice:="" went="" which="" who="" wife="" wrist="" yvonne="">
And i also met my dear Girls (crazy otaku part timers) Pei Yun, Geraldine , Min Xin (pri school bestie) and wow did we go through alot tgt :) now we catch up by going to karaoke sesh ;)
 and also i met Mandisa and her friend Marilyn (super cool knowing them :) Joshua and Lin  OHHH and Adelyn:)) heehee aww man, met alot of great ppl at ssb :)

then Feb was when i got tgt w Ah jun hahah sigh :)

then i celebrated my bade w the otaku gals and adelyn im just so blessed!

then i saw Mr Seah on one of my working days ^^

From feb to march was when i kept going out w Ah Jun, from dinners together w him to,travelling all the way to Kallang for him as spending time together, cuddling and shitz ahaah ass man, then i realized that he was talking to his ex.. then my dad found out , then all came tumbling down,

outings w him became a waste of time,
boring,
he was less sensitive
i was .. not on my own
too positive i guess?
i spent less time w my friends and family

but i was glad though, that he broke up w me.. although i couldnt accept it at first i was heart broken duh but it was for the better, i could still remember fragments of our memories till we started to fall apart, i want to type more but oh well ive got so much more to summaries for 2013

but it was a lesson learnt :) my mum was supportive throughout ,

2013 was when i realized i could count on my mum for emotional support and more than anything, her advices were the best and most comforting, so thankful!!


And also around that timing, i first stepped into HOGC for Davy Liu's talk thanks to my sis and Trisha, which was the most impactful among the others he gave, then i started to meet Alvina and Alexis.. then Cherie, then slowly, more and more of the HOGC people.

Jogged consistently w Pei Yun dear

then i also changed my job from SSB to Marugoto Shokudou and met Vincent!! ahha and i met him unexpectedly on a trip on the bus once :) wow.

In school i met 4 groups of people : my class, half of dmat 03 , my cca mates ;) abit of other peeps from other class :)

And broke up was on 19may so 19 was a stupid number
ad 18nov was his bdae,so 18 was also a stupid number
(then)

then i became obsessed over quotes on getting over or emoness

June was not better just getting over and working to help myself,

and July 7, i quit :> YAY

Ohh and July  was when i had my first Gen Ed group mates, so glad i get to work w Cherry, Eiris, Christabel and Kevin


and on the later half of July i got really close to Kevin cause both of us knew esther and were damn lame ahaha


August was beautiful thanks to him

clementi,
Aldersgate methodist his church mates,his Boy's Brigades mates, his family, beef broth, running tgt, ginger beer, ndp, sushi, music, jokes, poop, photographs, lunch,homework, skype, avocado milkshake, queenstown,
tuition, night talks , struggles , comfort, tears

September was alright too :) but things got shitty after i my trip to my cousin's house


Sang and got closer to my cousins, sang yellow w Ted, did art w Trish played w their parrots, had my first movie w Kev and then i dropped the sweet popcorn (i still feel guilty about tt) haha we watched red 2 which was super funny:) and cool

and after my working 3 days at F1 (got to know a bunch of peeps:)) Chermaine jio me to help, so i needed the money and went haha and it was around the building fund period :)

Met, Lu Jie ( Chermaine's bro best friend.i think he has that rich face but LOL), and Xian Bing (Chermaine's Cousin), Wen Kang (Xian bing's best friend since pri:)) and is my senior at SP woohh but business school lah. HAhA and chermaine's long lost kindergarden friend (R U SERIOUS,she damn chio), and wallas and brendan which i didnt talk much to,

OH AND THE PPL in charge of checking the pass :) man was it cool to know them!
AHAH i miss Dennis!! he's damn cool and the first person i found cool to have that weird goatee sprouting from his chin AHAH
 then Alexis which knew my cuzzy and Charlie and that 36 yr old guy which was doing finance something, and the guy who dies watches and the other guy who didnt have fun guessing fuzzy wuzzy HAHA


was great, so was the pay :D

and F1 was loud..


ahaha then assignments started to bug me because my GPA sucked

around then , kevin and i drifted, haha he seemed colder, i dont know why.

the last time we met was when he tried to teach me guitar
 then came

" you shouldn't depend on securities on others"

then boom, splat. i said something wrong by text in the heat of the  moment then
there goes.

heartache number 2


HAHA then yeah from october till 20 plus dec was turmoil, why couldnt he blocked me from the start ya? i keep getting reminded every few weeks , but i guess i had no control over this, so be it :)

 KNOWING GOD!! <3 p="">Chionging GDP w MX
Going K w the lovelies



and our family had watch our first movie : frozen tgt!!

then assignments was hectic but i love TANI because Mr iswan was ful of compliments and AFI,


then nov i started follow up and ~~~met more hogc people and dec was when i met alot of people  love :) so happy all on Insta !! hee hee

 and VAF group was perfect for me, im super thankful for tt too :) and new friend : Sulhan, Dan's bestfriend acting for us in our Sushi Showdown :)

BOUGHT A BOOK ONLINE : JESUS> RELIGION
Zoo with Perseverance!
John Yeo confessed
Learning that im still welcomed to Master's
meeting the clique for a while haha
karaoke w Sabapathy Question
Meeting Hui Shi
Movie w Regina
6B gathering


2013 was like coffe , bittersweet.
 thanks ya'll :)
Thank You God




i know that there is so much more that i didnt add but :) ya'll know i'm loved
and i know it too.

Thankful for 2013, i experienced i learned i changed :)



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Brenda Lim Synn
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14 feb 96
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