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Saturday, November 9, 2013

Oka haha and guess what? it's 12.43 am now.. and yes, im blogging.. LOL umm
I know I should be sleeping but I've got this feel to blog now, especially with Ed Sheeran's I see fire singing sweetly in my ear.. and it's such a cool night. Feeling low yet feeling not much. Just drunk on Ed :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uf8Fwiy0Bkc

Oh, misty eye of the mountain below
Keep careful watch of my brother's souls
And should the sky be filled with fire and smoke
Keep watching over Durin's sons

If this is to end in fire
Then we should burn together
Watch the flames climb high into the night
Calling out for the rope, stand by and we will
Watch the flames burn over and oh
The mountains sigh

And if we should die tonight
Then we should all die together
Raise a glass of wine
For the last time
Calling out for the rope
Prepare as we will
Watch the flames burn over and o'er
The mountains sigh

Desolation comes upon the sky

Now I see fire
Inside the mountains
I see fire
Burning the trees
And I see fire
Hollow and souls
And I see fire
Blood in the breeze
And I hope that you remember me

Oh, should my people fall in
Surely I'll do the same
Come finding mountain holes
We got too close to the flame
Calling out for the rope
Hold fast and we will
Watch the flames burn and over
The mountains sigh

Desolation comes upon the sky

Now I see fire
Inside the mountains
I see fire
Burning the trees
And I see fire
Hallow and souls
And I see fire
Blood in the breeze
And I hope that you remember me

And if the night is burning
I will cover my eyes
For if the dark returns then
My brothers will die
And as the skies falling down
It crashed into this lonely town
And with that shadow on the ground
I hear my people screaming out

Now I see fire
Inside the mountains
I see fire
Burning the trees
And I see fire
Hallow and souls
And I see fire
Blood in the breeze

I see fire (fire)
And I see fire (fire)
And I see fire (fire)
And I see fire (burn on and on and mountains sigh)



I think it sounds a lot like Wayfaring Stranger as well, but still its sounds really gooood.

Today was separated into 3 parts I guess

My morning was spent on doing GDP, trying to get my graphic out for the four sets of colors ive chosen
But im still not done w it though

I almost, almost flared again today , God.
I mean, I was doing my school work like I know I don't have much time left ( and ive been wasting a large amount of them on unproductiveness)
then my Dad just had to add on to that stress I was feeling.
i was to head out in less then 2 hours time and my dad suddenly had the need for me to vaccum the kitchen
while i was doing school work
and he said he'll vaccum the living room.
and then hating on me when i said i wanted to do the living room instead
and he kept on going on about now im at home and not at school i should help out more on house chores..
and that he never saw me doing any

i was so filled w irritation but i held on ..i didn't want the same damn thing to happen

all i could come up to keep me sane was that he didn't understand my situation
that he didn't understand that what i was doing was actually school work
and that art wasn't considered school work to him
he really thinks ive got nothing better to do
 so i controlled

but i was flaring so much inside
that angst was not comfortable at all

I wanted to leave everything aside and wait for him to go out for breakfast before i start vacuuming but he was hanging around a little longer than i expected him to
so i had to
vacuum
and the magic of housechores
calmed me down

which is so contradicting
 because i was cursing in my mind on so many things, and it was leveled by the peace of doing house chores
i wanted to laugh at the contradiction but haha  i was feeling too contradicted bother to choose how to react

but then after i was done
and went back to  doing my work

my Dad asked me if i was doing my school work
and i told him i was

 and i really felt thankful

Thankful that he realized i was actually doing school work
thankful that i didn't react in a really disrespectful manner moments ago
Thankful that something like Tuesday's night drama didn't have to repeat itself on Friday afternoon

Then in the afternoon, met up with Sabapathy Question for a Karaoke session

Haahaha sang our throats sooorreee but damn was most of the songs  good :)
Cute Jap and Taiwanese Singers

But this session was different from the one i went w the CRAZY OTAKU PART TIMERS haha

SQ's session was like a fast forward, skipping through most of the songs due to limited time AHHAH

saw Vanessa and Dom @ Bugis on our way home

Then the third part of my day was dad bringing us to somewhere near Sommerville to have our dinner, and then he saw his pal and all. the waffle there is nice though! :)
then on our way home, he talked a lot about his friends situations again
i really enjoy hearing those experiences because they really teach a lot of things
although i couldn't remember all of them  ahahahah

then went home thinking i was able to continue doing  GDP

but apparently not

thanks to Our GE2 tr.. with her really vague instructions..

man do our group feel like punching her
(obv we wont)

i guess that's all for today
hopefully i'll wake up early tmr morning
then do GDP before i go to teach my mom's friend's kid
( i tink that woman is annoyed at me)

Yep, good nights and sleep tight!




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