Saturday, November 9, 2013
Oka haha and guess what? it's 12.43 am now.. and yes, im blogging.. LOL umm
I know I should be sleeping but I've got this feel to blog now, especially with Ed Sheeran's I see fire singing sweetly in my ear.. and it's such a cool night. Feeling low yet feeling not much. Just drunk on Ed :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uf8Fwiy0Bkc
Oh, misty eye of the mountain belowKeep careful watch of my brother's soulsAnd should the sky be filled with fire and smokeKeep watching over Durin's sonsIf this is to end in fireThen we should burn togetherWatch the flames climb high into the nightCalling out for the rope, stand by and we willWatch the flames burn over and ohThe mountains sighAnd if we should die tonightThen we should all die togetherRaise a glass of wineFor the last timeCalling out for the ropePrepare as we willWatch the flames burn over and o'erThe mountains sighDesolation comes upon the skyNow I see fireInside the mountainsI see fireBurning the treesAnd I see fireHollow and soulsAnd I see fireBlood in the breezeAnd I hope that you remember meOh, should my people fall inSurely I'll do the sameCome finding mountain holesWe got too close to the flameCalling out for the ropeHold fast and we willWatch the flames burn and overThe mountains sighDesolation comes upon the skyNow I see fireInside the mountainsI see fireBurning the treesAnd I see fireHallow and soulsAnd I see fireBlood in the breezeAnd I hope that you remember meAnd if the night is burningI will cover my eyesFor if the dark returns thenMy brothers will dieAnd as the skies falling downIt crashed into this lonely townAnd with that shadow on the groundI hear my people screaming outNow I see fireInside the mountainsI see fireBurning the treesAnd I see fireHallow and soulsAnd I see fireBlood in the breezeI see fire (fire)And I see fire (fire)And I see fire (fire)And I see fire (burn on and on and mountains sigh)
I think it sounds a lot like Wayfaring Stranger as well, but still its sounds really gooood.
Today was separated into 3 parts I guess
My morning was spent on doing GDP, trying to get my graphic out for the four sets of colors ive chosen
But im still not done w it though
I almost, almost flared again today , God.
I mean, I was doing my school work like I know I don't have much time left ( and ive been wasting a large amount of them on unproductiveness)
then my Dad just had to add on to that stress I was feeling.
i was to head out in less then 2 hours time and my dad suddenly had the need for me to vaccum the kitchen
while i was doing school work
and he said he'll vaccum the living room.
and then hating on me when i said i wanted to do the living room instead
and he kept on going on about now im at home and not at school i should help out more on house chores..
and that he never saw me doing any
i was so filled w irritation but i held on ..i didn't want the same damn thing to happen
all i could come up to keep me sane was that he didn't understand my situation
that he didn't understand that what i was doing was actually school work
and that art wasn't considered school work to him
he really thinks ive got nothing better to do
so i controlled
but i was flaring so much inside
that angst was not comfortable at all
I wanted to leave everything aside and wait for him to go out for breakfast before i start vacuuming but he was hanging around a little longer than i expected him to
so i had to
vacuum
and the magic of housechores
calmed me down
which is so contradicting
because i was cursing in my mind on so many things, and it was leveled by the peace of doing house chores
i wanted to laugh at the contradiction but haha i was feeling too contradicted bother to choose how to react
but then after i was done
and went back to doing my work
my Dad asked me if i was doing my school work
and i told him i was
and i really felt thankful
Thankful that he realized i was actually doing school work
thankful that i didn't react in a really disrespectful manner moments ago
Thankful that something like Tuesday's night drama didn't have to repeat itself on Friday afternoon
Then in the afternoon, met up with Sabapathy Question for a Karaoke session
Haahaha sang our throats sooorreee but damn was most of the songs good :)
Cute Jap and Taiwanese Singers
But this session was different from the one i went w the CRAZY OTAKU PART TIMERS haha
SQ's session was like a fast forward, skipping through most of the songs due to limited time AHHAH
saw Vanessa and Dom @ Bugis on our way home
Then the third part of my day was dad bringing us to somewhere near Sommerville to have our dinner, and then he saw his pal and all. the waffle there is nice though! :)
then on our way home, he talked a lot about his friends situations again
i really enjoy hearing those experiences because they really teach a lot of things
although i couldn't remember all of them ahahahah
then went home thinking i was able to continue doing GDP
but apparently not
thanks to Our GE2 tr.. with her really vague instructions..
man do our group feel like punching her
(obv we wont)
i guess that's all for today
hopefully i'll wake up early tmr morning
then do GDP before i go to teach my mom's friend's kid
( i tink that woman is annoyed at me)
Yep, good nights and sleep tight!
i played a melody at 1:16 AM
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