Friday, November 15, 2013

That's how im feeling,
dragged around by the lack of time,

that sucked, being rushed around being stop being limited form completing hat I have and need to do because my time is so strained

my dad keeps threatening me to sleep early

so I cant do anything

and when I can, I keep thinking i'll have the time, until I really don't
then i'll panic

I mean
I get tired too
 ill sleep when im tired

stop stopping me

stop putting limits

I cant work at all like that

I cant do work at home like that

and if I start staying out late in school to do work

you'd say something again


nothing works right with u

now, I didn't complete anything

and im gonna get into big trouble, be it grades or promises wise

it's gonna get so much more screwed up

cus im getting frantic and worked up on what to do first or what not to


I just cannot do anything like that, I don't get motivated if im being stopped everytime I start

I cant get my drive going

I just get put down time and again time and again

and u think u know whats better for me

and I think u do too

but u don't stand in my shoes

not even a moment to understand what im feeling

u stand in ur shoes and care for me

but don't u see that is nt how it works?


that's never how it works.

if u really cared from me, u'd try to stand from my pov to see how im trying to manage it all

the least I need is extra pressure from u on my time

but maybe u couldn't and I'll understand that

but this will never get me anywhere

how does caring for me in ur pov works?

that's just really really

not effective at all

but people do that all the time don't they?

they see things from their pov and ridicule and judge and mock people on the choices they made, never trying to understand what choices they have when they are in that person's position

sometimes

people don't REALLY know how to sympathize


another unproductive day

foreboding misunderstandings..
:/




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