Tuesday, October 22, 2013

And hey yet again im blogging, okay my mind is kind of blank rn but at least it is blank in a sense that I not blank because I troubled worrying about a situation..

and yes
im blogging again because I was thinking a lot
the same thing happen today again.. compared to 5 months ago when I broke up.. after a few days, I got scouted by some con-philipine lady again. but this time although it was a compliment that I was actually scouted.. but all it ever brought me was back 5 month ago, when I was struggling w a burdened heart so much harder than what I am facing now.

and I don't wna be a fucking step over

I don't wanna spend the rest my single life feeling not myself , not being able to live to the fullest, Glorifying God.

 so yes, ive thought it  out somehow

somehow I don't want to hide

 my actions maybe shameless..
but that shows who I really am, what are my priorities in life
and I don't want to be afraid to set them straight and live up to them I don't want to fill me heads with, "aw, I shoudve"

cus now I know I could've and would've

so there is no excuse

Haters gonna hate, but I living my true to myself and true to God, and my mistakes will be sincere and true, my mistakes will hopefully allow me to figure out who I am in Serving God and his people and im glad to have met many who are so influential in kindness and Godly behavior, living for the people around them unselfish, giving and bold:)

I will Guard my heart from it's fleshy desires

but also because of it's fragility, i'll have to take care that I will not hurt it

May my heart beat for your God. I really hope it does:)


Never to young to dream, never to early to start!

ILY GOD!



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