Saturday, October 19, 2013
And I have to blog again, because I am raging.. in the afternnon.. how fucking rare is that really...
okay I should cut down on my vulgarities.. esp when im angry..
but really what the fuck
Not long ago.. my Dad was nagging at me to blowdry my hair, and to eat banana and because it was nagging.. he didn't only mention it like once or twice.. it was constant.. ON AND ON AND ON AND FUCKING ON..
even when he was on the front steps, he was nagging at me on how I not leave my damn shoes on the steps and put them on the ground instead ..
LIKE HEY it some damn new rule u suddenly decided for the family just because u didn't wna dirty the steps that uve wiped like 2-3 weeks ago..
it ridiculous man? and apparently every other family members weren't even taking note of not putting their shoes anywhere other than the steps? EVEN U YOURSELF?
I mean, really how ridiculous is that.
and this whole thing is driving me fucking crazy because ive travelled to botanics and back and to hougang and back and I haven't even had my lunch until now.. like cant they not be so naggy?
Then when my dad left the house, my mum exploded, like she was using her big voice at us.. who obviously will, react oppositely to what she is screaming at us to do , because I REALLY DO NOT WANT TO REACT BY SCREAMING BACK AT HER.
and it was retarded.. she could've just said it a few times and not get so damn frustrated because we'll eventually do it.. and then she got so frustrated that she'd cry.. almost every single time. UGH
BUT hey, I know, its not easy being a mum, its tiring, it takes a toll on you.. and IT IS UNDERSTANDINGLY frustrating when nobody listens..
and teenagers aren't the easiest people to understand or get a long with
Sigh
esp
kids
like
us
which
have
an attitude
problem
why
so yeah, I just I think it would be better if she didn't get so angry SO OFTEN at us?
im not saying she shouldn't or its wrong or anything.. just saying that I would appreciate it more if she did this whole frustration thing lesser, less often and not suddenly fucking burst at us. thank you
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bye, off to maya my damned dino
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