Saturday, October 12, 2013

really, I don't know whether its me being over obsessed w my thoughts or is this normal, but I don't think so cus ive been feeling real bad a bout it for days.. and no, im not even supposed to feel like that


oh well, stupid little me,
thinking that what I do was harmless
end up hurting myself instead
I warned myself
she warned me

but no
I was too dumb
too optimistic about the situation
to actually see
and now that all this has happened ,
I only have myself to blame

you
are not my world

God is

and
I would nt wan to put you on top because
its wrong
it
never feels right


why
didn't I listened
 why did I follow
my heart

my devious
weak lil
heart

and let myself to be led astray by shits like this?





Asses,
I knew something was not right
so why did I let myself into this shit?

then again maybe I was certain that an insecure person
would know what its like to be left and will never leave
I thought it was logical,
so I let my guards down

little did I know
I was the only defenceless one

the only one who was so stupidly vulnerable in a situation I
know I should have guarded my heart as much as possible





SO yeah, I will just let it be
cus what will be will be


I better start praying and QT and all man..



Ive lost touch w my God after working too mch

 I didn't make time for him at all :(


I'm Sorryy


I m abit of an extremist



SO actually, im supposed to be at the tuition centre right now.. to pass them the things for children's day but gawsh.. im feeling so lazy
=.=





okay...




rendering sucks


LOL

SIGH SCHOOL STARTING SOON

Im sad and happy about it :( :)


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