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Saturday, October 5, 2013

No I'm not colour blind,
I know this world is black and white"
-stop this train , John Mayer ( I swear JM songs are really perfect in chilly weathers like this )

Yep, so i'm up early today.. figured i'd  blog a little before stepping out later.. since I haven't been blogging for quite a few days!

U know , I was just thinking.. how come i'm unable to be like truthfully me in front of people? i'm always faking up a friendly character to people I meet for the sake of not being awkward haha

is that actually okay? or can I interact w people in a different way..cus somehow I feel .. sometimes that's not who I am.. then I get stuck interacting w people after a while cus that façade wasn't at all me.

Or is that my excuse?

Anyway.. this weekend and week is gonna be busier than expected ahahha

I'm meeting me GB friends later .. help plan then camp/ games or something, I guess my participation was inspired by Kev and the fact that I really now know how GB is so important in my walk w God.. It's kinda sad that I missed out on the whole few years of opportunity because I didn't actually wanna know about God.. my doubts and all...
I'm afraid some still exists though..i don't know..(I hate it when thoughts like that comes to me)

After which im heading to taiseng to meet Winnie at 1 for a temp job at marigold ahaha GO STICK STICKERS (Y)

Then on Sunday.. I'm going back to Master's ..cus of his birthday.. GOSH.. I hope no one hates me there.. I disappeared for an entire YEAR. #shameonme

After that would be church, then work w Trisha~~

:)

Monday..to Friday.. maybe working??


IDK


But.. I really want to enjoy that rest of my hols.. not much left...
I wonder if our timetables are out

OH WELL

May today be as fulfilling as any fulfilling day could be :))

Thank You God! :)



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Brenda Lim Synn
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14 feb 96
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