Stop and Stare | I think i'm Movin but i Go no where..

Thursday, July 4, 2013

NO, i dont mean i love ah jun.. im quite over him.. hahahah he is still not happy with anything, fine by me, i dont really wna try so hard anymore, since he obviously isn't budging.. i bet he thinks that i still love  or like him.. but to be honest, although i am willing to be friends, i swear i wouldn't want him to be my boyfriend.. ever a gain.. it was the worse kind of relationship i bet i'll ever have, i dont even know him well, and the we end up hurting each other...


OH, did i mention? His ex GF, UH OKAY I'M the EX right now, and SHE's the GF (WADEVER)..She camt to SSB on sunday, and i broke down..like fuck man.. so that clears all my questions, i was obviously used. Like stupidly and fucking hellishly used. But lesson learnt though...

and she is darn well pretty.. (sigh)

AHH 6 hours of sleep left.. hmmm


anyway, im strating this one week challenge since yesterday morning.. but i failed on the night itself but im still willing to continue and try.. For the sake of my bloody face..

and i'm Quiting on 7 July

I'm gonna miss all of them.. really :(

oh, one worry i have is that i'll turn into someone with lesser time management.. im already feeling it now.. like what the fuck..
I DONT LIKE IT
AT ALL
 I SHOULD THINK OF A WAY 

TO SAVE MYSELF




OKAY
 IM GOING TO SLEEP
OR I'LL DIE

BYE.



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Brenda Lim Synn
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