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Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Alright, hey there again.. so it's midnight going 2 already and im just using my com to settle maya and do some re arrangeing of items so that my com wont be too laggy and such.. so.. HAHA some interesting things happened today

Starting off, this morning i was carrying both my laptop and camera bag into the ang mo kio mrt.. must have looked suspicious to the security guard that such a skinny gal was able to carry 2 bulky items with one hand ( i was keeping my ezlink) tt he had to stop me and make sure.. LOL stopped by the security early in the morning..
An dhurray , when i reached school, IDTN tr didnt come.. so we had that lesson to chion maya, which painfully took ALOT of time.. (just kill die me)
then GDP we learnt that cool offset path thing which makes an illustration looks damn cool (we were doin it on a squirrel.)

MAYA took me till like 5pm? and that was our handing in time.. and fuck my life that this com just have to be infected by virus and whoohooo, corrupted the disc... WHICH includes like 5 other members' worth of MAYA Perfection (I'm Serious)..
Duh obviously, that put my brain into a sense of 'What the Fick did i just get the whole group into ' kind of mental state.. which does not fucking help, in that situation.. so, the only thing i knew then was to apologise, in advance. But hey , guess what? there was actually a better solution to that... And guesss what?? (sense tha sacarsm here) It's too tell the teacher and ask for extension. (oh, why haven't i thought of that) i guess that just show that i'm not exposed enough to this kind of situation, oh well now i know. I mean u see, teachers are still human beings afterall, as long as u did what u are supposed to do, the inevitable can to be 'salvaged' , it is something that can be discussed and figured out and given a leaway to, you know? so yep, lesson learnt. And i wont leave things to last minute if possible.

Gawd the fuck,seriously, Dad can't sleep in peace cus im up late at night and he is worrying.. he ALWAYS worries.. Too Much.. and he is vulgar flowing. HOW GREAT, and then he will blame me for the rest of the family members' lack of sleep. Good job , Brenda, Good job.

oh and i had work today as well, as SSB, okay it was alright, but ah jun was still jerkish in a sense that he still gives that 'what the fuck, you're so dumb,so incapable' aura whenever he ‘communicates' with me(well fuck, if that is even real communication at all, 'table blah, table blah, counter call, this counter*points and gives buay song face*' wadeva lah, seriously.
LOL. this actually reminds me of when he uses the phrase Bo Jio, wah biang, so Awkuad man.. like eeewww, if u don't like that, please dont even try. u are just degrading urself. Really.

Oooh Winnie's online on oovoo.. well, it is still Awkuad between us, but im thankful that she stayed w me for maya today, im really thankful for that, but didnt say that to her incase i get a snide remark like: no , i didnt do it for u, i just can't trust you..  OK, i know that that is like partially(mostly)(well, kind of) the truth, i would really appreciate it if she wasn't that blunt. LOL

Just posted Gu Ma's Birthday photos on FB, LOL that was like more than one month late man..
I still remember tho...18 May 2013, on that saturday which was supposed to be me and ah jun's (last) date.. before (i even knew he ) broke up with me..

Walao, just see him liking all (some of) the chiobu's photo.. i abit jelly leiii.. Ahahahaha .. [although, i set the chat settings so wont be able to see if u are online...i still do know u are online..ur presence cannot be ignored by my heart, and my oh-so-used-to-you brain] what the fuck man.. really..

OH WELL

GAWD I REALLY HAVE TO START ARRANGING MAYA..

oh, and my mum is so cute, i love her for loving me sia.. so sayang me.. make liang cha and ask me eat bird nest, touched man.. so i should really sleep earlier so i won't disappoint her.

Did i tell you?? Today, the sporty customer stank, and i think i brought home some of the smell. Sia la.

Tomorrow i gonna run w Pei Yun darlink ;D yay can't wait.. oh i have to wake upat like.. 7 am tomorrow SIAN AHHHHH...


Wooh wooh.. so refreshing to be really blogging again.. like a full and proper post ;) YAYAYAY hahah... Awrights . ttyl love! ILY


oh yeah, forgot to mention.. i most probably will be quitting this lovely service job at ssb in mid july.. sad la, but ive already promised my dad.. haiz.

AND I SWEAR RENDERING IS MANY PIECES OF INFINITE ASSES AND MY PHONE HAS GONE SOT .. FUCKHELL SOT.



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