UGH!!!! SERIOUSLY!! Just because i did not freakin maintain my position in class, my freakin FishPOP keeps nagging and shouting me about it!! I freakin can't stand it any longer!! ARGH!! I'm Freakin pissed and irritated, i know i've not done as good as before but at least i tried my best. My stupid Dad keeps scolding me about , i 've just came back from that corporals' camp and now you're doin this to me, WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM, MAN!!! you were the one who told me at least i gave my best in the exam and freakin not to worry, NOW WHAT??!! you Blame me for not scoring to my standards?? I know it is my fault for not doin as well as before, But Mind You, I M NOT SOME SUPER BRAINY KID  OF YOURS  WHO WILL ALWAYS SCORE TOP 3 in Class WHATEVER SHIT YOU THINK I AM! SO STOP EXPECTIN ME TO BE LIKE THAT AND BLAME ME FOR NOT SCORING WELL.. I'M THE ONE WHO'S TAKIN THAT DAMN EXAM , NOT YOU!! SO SHUT YOUR CRAP!! T.T 

 Oh man. i only said that because i was stress and annoyed.. i really cannot stand it, i really did not mean what i said.. ToT and my freakin brother told my father about it.. ARGH!!! NOW to match my Ruined soul, im listening to metal.. i've never listened to metal. ;( haiz.. guess i should forget it. since i've just cam eback from camp , GB camp and everything.. haiz..  i guessed i've calmed down.. i really didnt mean what i said about my dad..but i really wna post how i feel.. :( i know he was doin it for my good... something like Darry in the Outsiders.. but i really dont like my bro though

the camp was okay , i've made new friends in the camp .. i really dont wna talk now..

next time kids.