Umm...

Im BAK

2011-12-27T11:23:00.000-08:00

hey mans, nice time to write a blog huh?? it morning arnd 2 or 3n i cant bear to see mai blog go down the waste hole, so yep, im bak n um kickin? okay, watevs.. so many months have passed like wow?? nxt year, we'r gn be sec 4, having our darn o lvls and pulling our hair out till we go bald,
OH n btw, i dun care if some crazy dang human will be lookin at my blog or fuggin stalkin' me, im still gna write mai blog cus i love readin it :)
Today, 28 of December 2011 (haha almost end of year :P) , i, brenda lim synn, have finally gotten a photo shoot!! thanks to my mum, Jazy n Modanar :D damn does it feel good :) been waiting for this fer so long.. met 2 new cosplayers too^^ heehee. Schl / academic results this were fuggish but i had mai share of fun:D did part time with mai long time no see child hood friend :) haha and won $50 (grand price) froma n annual christmas party, read my diary stalked n heart ached over that damn u hu suffocated my innonce n got quite over it :) wants to make new stuff and try new thingy out before i get real old n useless, i hope that i can overcome whatever that tries to stop me, dun really care what it takes :) i wna be more friendly,n care for people more( okay, yeah, i know, i can shut up with th bs)

yeps, so here's my best shot so far :)) will post more if recieve the otherS:D mai dad still doesnt kno about this and i hope he never knows :D

fuk, what the hell am i being so happy over about?

here's another <3 will recieve the rest at a later timing..

haha guess wat?? it rained damn badly today n i was soaked,

i went into a pond too haha disgusting seaweed...

say no more, i love these photos n c u some time later <3 toodles, babes

LOVE U GUYS & I BELIEVE IN SANTA

THANK GOD FOR A WONDERFUL YEAR <3

2011-09-23T08:20:00.000-07:00

Wna try learn how to phtoshop??
anyay helps links for a noob like meh:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TMipEmdFhH0

JIAYOUS TO PPL STRUGGLING FER EXAMS OUTTHERE>>>

AWESOME NEW MOIVE: SUCKSEED (OST BELOW)

2011-08-26T07:45:00.001-07:00

OST : Suck Seed - ห่วยขั้นเทพ
Track List:

1. Toom yoo nai jai : Aof Big Ass
ทุ้มอยู่ในใจ

2. Pleng tee chun mai dai tang : No More Tear
เพลงที่ฉันไม่ได้แต่ง

3. Sukseed tueng : Paradox
ซักซี้ดตึง

4. Numta : Big Ass
น้ำตา

5. Lieng song : So Cool
เลี้ยงส่ง

6. Ying to ying suay : Blackhead
ยิ่งโตยิ่งสวย

7. Bungearn Tid Din : Asanee Wasan
บังเอิญติดดิน : อัสนี & วสันต์

8. Bussaba : Moderndog
บุษบา

9. Pieng ruk : Silly Fools
เพียงรัก

10. Ruduron : Paradox
ฤดูร้อน

11. Kwarm chuer : Bodyslam
ความเชื่อ

12. Original score sieng toom nai jai thur : Hualampong Riddim
Original score เสียงทุ้มในใจเธอ

13. Puen sanit : Nat
เพื่อนสนิท

14. Mee tae thur : Tar Paradox
มีแต่เธอ

15. Pleng tee chun mai dai tang : Arena (Concert Version)
เพลงที่ฉันไม่ได้แต่ง

16. Suckseed tueng : Suck seed (Concert Version)
ซักซี้ดตึง

17. Toom yoo nai jai : Gao & Nat (Acoustic Version)

None of the music,photos, and links provided are produced/made/uploaded/owned by me.
You can watch the movie by downloading:
http://imbaako.wordpress.com or
http://www.imburais.blogspot.com/

2011-04-17T06:07:00.000-07:00

Yeps Many ups and downs arent there?? HAiz... ups so far.... YESH COSPLAY COSTUE ON THE MOVE :D hpe it comes soon ^^ Naughty kiss is damn swwet :DD i want that main char :DDDDDDDD *swoon* THIS FRI GOT SAKURA EVENT OMG :DDDD lets hope i dun get kicked in the heart by some nonsense i dun wna get upset about *heart pplease hold on!!*

Downs... fuck you hu kips gettin on my nerves...u know damn well i dun wan u around so stop buggin me .. ty...

haiz.. nother down.. i think i like someone.. but forget it.. it always fails.. so wateveer.. i'll just bang my head enough to get it outta my head.. or just feign ignorance........... =.= damn it.. stupid hormones.. down.. my dads.. nehmind.. down... down.. down... ugh... just hope i'd get up tmr.. seriously....... MYE is coming and i dun GIVADAMN.

i wna make friends.. but haiz.. im just too shy D: tok next time... INUYASHA RULES :DDDD

quit it with ur damn complainin self piyin and whinnin will ya?? ur getting on my nerves butthead.

you say wat?? i'm just like my dad?? well congratulations!! You've got urself another ********************************!! (:

2011-03-18T05:15:00.000-07:00

http://tobin-barnes.blogspot.com/2011/01/blog-post.html

funneh

yesh!! my dad allow me use longer today :DDD BONNIE BUTTERFLY..

http://august2002.blogspot.com/?expref=next-blog cool haha

http://ericbraddock.blogspot.com/ cool

2011-03-18T04:22:00.000-07:00

OMGEE IMA STALKING COSPLAYERS>>

Faints dies and nose bleeds** >.,< >,,<(double shot) @.@

http://cosplaylife.blogspot.com/p/2011-cosplay-convention-list.html

http://kosupurei.blogspot.com/search/label/Full%20Metal%20Alchemist

http://letscosplay.blogspot.com/2010/11/soranosuzu.html

http://mindlessmute.blogspot.com/ (this is cute)

neh.. byakuran cosplay always looks so cute~!!! >,,< frm khr..

Sleeping cosplayers?? Faints* pants* Hot hot!!

http://kosupurei.blogspot.com/search/label/Inuyasha hello hello?? So cute!!

http://www.cosplaylab.com/cosplayers/costumes/details.asp?costumeid=210490 haha!! Osuwari!!

http://www.whatishcc.com/tutorials/

http://kosupurei.blogspot.com/search/label/Clannad hello hello?? you so pretty^^

http://blog.yam.com/index.php?op=album&b=16&sort=

haha shit ass... i spent so much time on flipping through websites on cosplayers... *cries8 i wanted to watch my dear.... NATSUME!!! kyu.. NVM lalaalalala

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do you mind?? i feel some invasion of privacy here?? >;S

2011-03-16T06:29:00.000-07:00

BONNIE BUTTERFLY (KINKI KIDS)

If you want to feel the same I do, yes open it widly I'll catch you
'Cause I love you baby, look at my eyes and kiss me
If you want me to stay I'll be OK. Let's make brand new days for us
'Cause I love you baby, I'll be with you

I can't see your eyes mada ya na air no naka
Jin no aisu tokeru mayonaka
Imi nai dry na kotoba wo kawashiteru

Twenty-four hours kimi wo dou ni ka shitai
Ai no nai mirai wa mirenai taipu
Sukoshi muri shiteru

Tada dakiyosete kiss wo shitemo kokoro made ubaenai
Warui asobi wo oshiete ageru yo daraku no naka de feel my mind

Sou sa chou ni natte yoru wo matte toki wo koe
Yami wo kirisaite tonde yuku
Kimi wa boku dake no hana ni natte saite ite
Koboreteku mitsu no you ni
Ai wo motto kanjou de zutto kimi wo motto kanjitai

If you want to feel the same I do, yes open it widly I'll catch you
'Cause I love you baby, look at my eyes and kiss me
If you want me to stay I'll be OK. Let's make brand new days for us
'Cause I love you baby, I'll be with you

Stay by my side hibi wo moteamasu hodo kimi ni oborete iru
Boku wo azawarau you ni me wo tojiru

Seven days, week Bonnie to Clyde no you ni
Nigete ochite ikitai guy
Kanari yume miteru

Akireru kurai kiss wo shitemo iradachi wa nuguenai
Ima made no koi keshite agetai yo midara no naka de lose my mind

Sou sa chou ni natte yoru wo matte toki wo koe
Hikari no kiseki egaiteku
Kimi wa boku dake no hana ni natte saite ite
Dakishimete akiru hodo ni

Can you see? Hirahira to can you feel? Mainagara
Mizu wo hajiku you ni kimi wo mamoritai
Let me see boroboro ni let me feel kizu tsuite
Hane ga itsuka chigireta to shitemo

Sou sa chou ni natte yoru wo matte toki wo koe
Yami wo kirisaite tonde yuku
Kimi wa boku dake no hana ni natte saite ite
Koboreteku mitsu no you ni
Ai wo motto kanjou de zutto kimi wo motto kanjitai

If you want to feel the same I do, yes open it widly I'll catch you
'Cause I love you baby, look at my eyes and kiss me
If you want me to stay I'll be OK. Let's make brand new days for us
'Cause I love you baby, I'll be with you

ENG VER

If you want to feel the same I do, yes open it widly I'll catch you
'Cause I love you baby, look at my eyes and kiss me
If you want me to stay I'll be OK. Let's make brand new days for us
'Cause I love you baby, I'll be with you

I can't see your eyes in this bad air
It's the middle of the night, the ice in my gin melting
We exchange dry, meaningless words

Twenty-four hours, I want to do something about you
I'm the type who can't see a future without love
I'm trying a little too hard

Even if I just pull you close and kiss you, I can't steal your heart
I'll teach you a naughty game, feel my mind in depravity

I'll become a butterfly and flutter through the night, across time
Ripping through the darkness as I fly
You'll become a flower just for me, and bloom
Overflowing like honey
More love, more emotion, I want to feel you more

If you want to feel the same I do, yes open it widly I'll catch you
'Cause I love you baby, look at my eyes and kiss me
If you want me to stay I'll be OK. Let's make brand new days for us
'Cause I love you baby, I'll be with you

Stay by my side, I'm drowning in you, as if the days are beyond my control
You close your eyes as if laughing scornfully at me

Seven days a week, like Bonnie and Clyde
I'm the guy who wants to escape and fall
I'm such a dreamer

Even if we kiss so much it's shocking, I can't wipe away the irritation
I want to erase all your previous loves, lose my mind in obscenity

I'll become a butterfly and flutter through the night, across time
Tracing my tracks with light
You'll become a flower just for me, and bloom
And I'll hold you til I've had enough

Can you see? Fluttering. Can you feel? Dancing
I want to protect you like splashing water
Let me see, hurt me, let me feel, til I'm worn out
Even if my wings are someday torn off

I'll become a butterfly and flutter through the night, across time
Ripping through the darkness as I fly
You'll become a flower just for me, and bloom
Overflowing like honey
More love, more emotion, I want to feel you more

If you want to feel the same I do, yes open it widly I'll catch you
'Cause I love you baby, look at my eyes and kiss me
If you want me to stay I'll be OK. Let's make brand new days for us
'Cause I love you baby, I'll be with you

Sleep-Deadstock (SID)

kuchibiru ga kawaku oto saemo kiki nogasa nai kyori de itsumo nemutta
kyou koso wa ato to kime tanoni tsutsumare kokochi yoku sakini nemutta

kimi no koto wo shiru tabini shira nai kimi wo hitotsu wasureru
sonna kimi shudou na koi tsuraiyo

sayonara ni fumi kireru hazumo naito wakatteru kedo
nennotame ni dakishimeru
dokomade mo zurui hitoto shitte chikazu itano wa sou
muchuu no ato mou modore nai

okurarete kuru kotoba tachi wa iro azayakana uso nareta henshin
sono kiyou na yubisaki de kyou mo dare ka yorokoba seru no
soshite kanashi maserunone itai yo

saitei na yoru wa koe rukara kochirani mo onegai
sore no tameni shigamitsuku
dekirudake nagaku tsuzuku youni sore ijou motome nai
komaru kao ga tada kowakute

kimi ga omou yorimo zutto zutto nigori ganakute
kimi ga omou yorimone okubyou dakedo
ima wakaru tashika nakoto wa sono zenbu ga kimi no mae dato
imi wo mota nai

"naku nayo" de hakusha gakakatta kuzure ochiru namida
tada owari wo hayame tane

sayonara ni fumi kireru hazumo naito wakatteru kedo
nennotame ni dakishimeru
dokomade mo zurui hitoto shitte chikazu ita no wa sou
muchuu no ato mou modore nai

dekirudake nagaku sore ijou motome nai motome rarenai

nemutta

Lyric Translation
This lyric was added by: shinsen.kerii

I always slept from a distance so that I wouldn't miss hearing even the sound of your dry lips
Even though I'd made up my mind today, I wrapped myself up and comfortably fell asleep first

Every time I learn something about you, I forget one thing I didn't know
That kind of autonomous love, it hurts...

I understand that I can't start over just by saying goodbye,
but I'll hold you just to be sure.
I know that you, the person I drew close to, are an unfair person in all regards
After the dream ends, we can never return

The words you speak are nothing more than colorful lies, and I've grown accustomed to the replies
Are those skillful hands of yours making someone happy again today?
Or are they causing someone someone sorrow? It hurts...

I can overcome even the worst night, so I'm begging you as well...
For the sake of only that, I'll cling to you.
I just want to make things last as long as possible, I won't ask for more than that
That bothered face you make, it frightens me

It's been clear for so much longer than you think
And I'm so much more of a coward than you know
Now I understand. You can't seem to grasp that every sure thing is right here before you.

Spurred on by the words "Don't cry," the tears fell down
and hastened the end, didn't they?

I understand that I can't start over just by saying goodbye,
but I'll hold you just to be sure.
I know that you, the person I drew close to, are an unfair person in all regards
After the dream ends, we can never return

For as long as possible... I won't ask for more than that... I can't ask for more...

I fell asleep...

BACK IN LOVE WITH JAP SONGS :D

2011-03-12T07:43:00.000-08:00

IF YOU EVER COME BACK (the script)

If you're standing with your suitcase
But you can't step on the train
Everything's the way that you left it I still haven't slept yet

And if you're covering your face now
But you just can't hide the pain
Still setting two plates on the counter but eating without ya

If the truth is you're a liar
When you say that you're okay
I'm sleeping on your side of the bed going out of my head now

And if you're out there trying to move on
But something pulls you back again
I'm sitting here trying to persuade you like you're in the same room

And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder
And I wish you could still give me a hard time
And I wish I could still wish it was over
But even if wishing is a waste of time 
Even if I never cross your mind

I'll leave the door on the latch 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on 
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now
Oh if you ever come back, if you ever come back

Now they say I'm wasting my time
Cause you're never coming home
But they used to say the world was flat but how wrong was that now

And by leaving my door open 
I'm risking everything I own
There's nothing I can lose in the break in that you haven't taken

And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder
And I wish you could still give me a hard time
And I wish I could still wish it was over
But even if wishing is a waste of time 
Even if I never cross your mind

I'll leave the door on the latch 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on 
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now
Oh if you ever come back, if you ever come back

If it's the fighting you remember or the little things you miss
I know you're out there somewhere, so just remember this
If it's the fighting you remember or the little things you miss 
Oh just remember this, oh just remember this

I'll leave the door on the latch 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on 
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat 
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now
Oh if you ever come back, if you ever come back now

And it will be just like you were never gone
And it will be just like you were never gone
And it will be just like you were never gone
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now

Nice song :DDD okay so today had drill com .. got Bronze :)

tho expected silver.. but this is fine too :)) hhmmm..

these few day.. dk why i keep making ppl angry at me...

 damn i suck i know.. i i realy dun expect them to forgive

 me tt easily..sigh.. i dont know... i just cant communicate

well with my parents..i either over react or stuff( nt like they dont)

 i know , i understand why they are doin what they are doin..

 but.. i dont know.. they love me too much they dont want anything

 to hurt me.. but the thing is i want to get exposed to different

 things.. and if they continue to be so over-lovin(protective)..

i wouldnt be able to learn frm my mistakes.. experience new and

different things.. not that i dont want them to care about me at

 all... I DO WANT THEM to love and care for me... but just try to

 understand why the sudden change of character i might have and try

 to be patient.. i would really appreciate tt.. Sigh...-.- But i

just cants eem to get this across the rite way.. it'll either end

 up with my Dad Fuckin Shoutin 2 my or my mum blaming me and cryin

 Like i'm the one that's totally at fault...i know they love me.. but..

cant they see that.. they should try to understand me?? im a teenager

 now... 15 years old.. going thru emotional periods most of the time...

Yes, they migght say that they've been ateenager before... but how long

time ago was that?? cud they even remember what they were doin and how

 they were feelin then?? they'd be lyin if they say they dont have peer

 pressure or the urge to explore the outside places the have never been

 to... so why cant they just think abt it and give me a chance? i understand

 that they are my parents and do not want to see me hurt thats why they are

protecting me like that.. but Im 15!! i can somehow noe how to take care of

myself!! and even if dont.. isnt it time for me to start learning how

to no?? if not, when am i ever gna gain independence of my own?? M i

forever staying their baby?I seriously wouldnt want that.. neither will

they...so how can i make them see??

2011-02-27T01:31:00.000-08:00

I <3 P!NK.

WHO KNEW

You took my hand

You showed me how

You promised me you'd be around

Uh huh

That's right

I took your words

And I believed

In everything

You said to me

Yeah huh

That's right

If someone said three years from now

You'd be long gone

I'd stand up and punch their mouth

Cause they're all wrong

I know better

Cause you said forever

And ever

Who knew

Remember when we were such fools

And so convinced and just too cool

Oh no

No no

I wish I could touch you again

I wish I could still call you friend

I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now

For they're long gone

I guess I just didn't know how

I was all wrong

They knew better

Still you said forever

Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com

And ever

Who knew

Yeah yeah

I'll keep you locked in my head

Until we meet again

Until we

Until we meet again

And I won't forget you my friend

What happened

If someone said three years from now

You'd be long gone

I'd stand up and punch them out

Cause they're all wrong and

That last kiss

I'll cherish

Until we meet again

And time makes

It harder

I wish I could remember

But I keep

Your memory

You visit me in my sleep

My darling

Who knew

My darling

Who knew

My darling

I miss you

My darling

Who knew

damn this song rock :') hmm.. i dk.. it's always before i wna use the com..i have an idea on what to write to update my blog.. those inner thots u always have yea??? but everytime i get the chance to upadate... i didnt know,or most probably have forgotten what i wanna tok abt.. hmm.. sadded.. anyway, watch MIAN BAO WANG OMG... THE MAIN ACTOR IS DAMN CUTE :))) AND PRINCESS PROSECUTOR :)) HEEHEE^^ *feels the happy feelin you get when you see gd lookin actors :P* Haiz... nxt week got GB FLAGDAY... THEN AFTER THAT GOT DRILL FROM 1 to 4 (argh!!) then clash with my dear comifest T.T omg !! CANT WAIT~!!! MIGHT BE GOING ON SUNDAY :DDDDDDD KYA~!!! I LOVE COSPLAYERS~!~~!!!

HMM>>>>>>> MAYBE I SHUD STOP BLAMING MY PARENTS FER ALL MY UNFREEDOMNESS... aint their fault so stop makin me feel this way peepol:)

hmmOMG I GOT TUITION I LATE LER BYE

2011-02-13T05:27:00.000-08:00

So yeah my younger cousin came today :) same age and so pretty sumore:D from fajar sec LOL xD

anyways.. i flew kite with my uncle and sis yesterday:D REALLY AWESOME. It flew super duper HIGH.... Sang ' Only Girl' by Rihanna Super LOUD as i chased the freakin KITE.. haha xD CRAZEH but i dun giv a dmn .. cus no one knows mi there :D string of the kite broke 3 times.. first time it almost dropped into a drain but i ran with all my might to retrieve it :) 2nd time ,the string was held on the the ground by GRASSES those small blades of grass actually with hold the tension of the string!!! THIRD time, it flew AWAY.. We tried to catch it but were told by the fishermen by the drains that it was pulled away by a car on the road.... Hope no accident becus of Kite :P HMMMMMMM>>>>> OKAY I'll STOP HERE

2011-02-12T19:31:00.000-08:00

Do As Infinity

Eminem

Pink

MCR

Monkey Majik

SID

Ft Island

Big bang

CN Blue

Jessie McCartney

Big Wind Up(anime)

Full Metal Alchemist(anime)

Inuyasha(anime)

(Zoku)Nastume Yuujinchou (anime)

Atashinchi No Danshi( Drama)

DK whether there's anymur... Haiz!!!! BACK TO ANIMES!!!

2011-02-11T05:05:00.001-08:00

http://www.yurisanspeur.blogspot.com/

cool link :P

2011-02-10T06:40:00.000-08:00

UH okay.. so wad do you want me to say? u've done all u can so dats it. my prob? nope. cudnt care less.

anyway CNY pass :) Cousins rock :) Peace and control shall do. HOMEWORK PILES. GB DRILL COMP NEAR. tryin pissin mi, i wont let you. Jiayous fer comin stuffs so yea .

and many many stuffs
PINK- F**CKING PERFECT.

yes. this is most prob the last wad is diz ima feelin..

2011-02-02T09:53:00.000-08:00

Hmmm... i did what i was supposed to do.. tho it guilts me..like alot... sianz.

2011-01-29T01:24:00.001-08:00

BOOyah.. freedom :) you blew it, tt's it babe :)

You've changed

2011-01-28T05:09:00.000-08:00

idk.. i cant seem to see the title of the post on the real blog but wadeva man.. yep someone i know since sec one changed uh.. used to be a real nice person but.. i hope that person realises wad tt person is doing and hope fully change for the better?? -.- anyways.. sec ones are comin tmw!!!!!!! cant wait and oso nervous!!! i shud go watch animes ler ^^ haiz.. dk....... hope chem results are okay??

AWW..

2011-01-21T06:10:00.000-08:00

tt's person is busy :( nvm.. Granma just called..btw, im suddenly going to the nex's pet safari everyday :) fer the dogs :D poor them :/ ---i just wna listen to your voice whenever i want!! is it tt hard??? >.<-- apparently it is :( nvm.

I wanted to write smth ive forgotten.. -.-

2011-01-21T06:05:00.000-08:00

nth much to write except tt i LOVE monkey Majik :) i got to understand some of my frens these few days :) which is awesome :) but tmr got gb.. i guess i shud nt dun like it? cus i dunno.. i really dun.. hmm.. i wannna tok to someone :( but abt fantasies? dream on.. they'll never come true..hiaz.. shud polish my boots later.. =.= i shud be mur involved in my cca huh?? must jiayous la... i wont give up tt easily( i hope)... i dun wats important to me anymur.. du know if i shud trust.. or just kip a dist...so many stuffs..... haiz... ive got an idea of making a animal ear series :) i'll draw and post them some other time :DD haha ... oh someones online >.< i hope the chat's smooth;) i'll initiate it this time??

see you later

Heya Listenin to back to December :D

2011-01-20T02:12:00.000-08:00

haha i used to think that taylor swift's songs sound almost the same but hey this song and nothing but revenge is awesome?? Kay Kay so my previous post aint so much of what i am supposed to write so today i write a new one?? Kay kay so with my object tt ima passionate about... here goes... ..

I am Brenda Lim Synn from 3e1 (duh). Passionate about animes and manga and Otaku stuffs. But am not able to really be hardcore paaionate about them because of parents' restriction and lack of Money to support my favourite manga or animes. Even so, I've always wanted to own something from Otaku house. Therefore, before going to AFA (Anime Festival Asia) on the 14th of November, last year, I made a trip to Plaza Sing's Otaku House and bought myself a Grey Ninufa look-a-like beanie :D Wore it to, throughout and back from AFA and have treasured it ever since. Although my Dad is very against Cosplayers( he thinks they are crazy), I would really really really want to cosplay someday( and i hope it is soon).

It's such a short passage T.T but never mind gonna post reflection number on FB! :)

Argh my EYE BACK LEGS HEAD... IMA smellin BLOOD!!

2011-01-16T03:10:00.000-08:00

ima tellin the truth... ive been starin @ this laptop screen for a freakin long time now and its half closed cus my vision is kinda blurry!!!! :(( doin art nao.. Researchin on M.C. ESCHER!!! he do so many optical illusion kind of work.. i look until 眼花 le. =.= aiyo.... i tink SOVA i die man.... ..and i couldnt even tink of the art reflection..WHO AM I??? I OSO DUNNOWWWWWWW!!! maybe i could write a brief reflection here?? okay here goes the SECOND ART REFLECTION!!!!!!! >:DD ( to bad there arent any helpin qns nao T.T)

Art Reflection 2~~!!

Who am I??

I'm an ANIME LOVER, MANGA LOVER, JAPAN LOVER and wishes to cosplay and go to Japan someday :D loves music :D aspiring to be an online comic writer/drawer/creator(if tt's possible).. and want to travel the world and go on an adventure!!!! xD someone who is currently always doing stuffs half way (i dun like tt but it keeps happening to me! D:) i'm also an elder sister... who isnt really mature -.- im 2 faced but not the bad kind of 2 face i guess.. cus to ppl ima not really close to.. im totally quiet... but to those im close with... i would annoy the hell outta you.. uggh.. i hardly tok abt myself... have low self esteem...(sob) . i am oso someone who isnt really physically strong.. ZILCH sense of humor..(n really do appreciates those hu at least laff at mi with mi.) weird but not eccentric...a really lazy person.. Used to play the cello.. but quitted cus i was DUMB. there's nothing much to tok abt mi cus ... i dun really have a life, Serious... so many limitations from my parents.. so cant do much..I am oso some one hu thinks alot... alot alot.. but forgets easily.... quite self conscious..mm..Shy(yesyes.. im realli realli quiet)..I am quite postive... but negative vibes always get the better of me....I am really Crazy towards things that ima passionate about...I also kinda like optical illusions... flipped thru bks at the library on those when i was young.. so im happy to get to know M.C. Escher!! interested in ESP cus i tink its cool!! I am someone ppl might describe as LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING. might look organise when ima not.. can look discipline.. when im nt the least... look like i come from an average income family when im actually needin FAS.. mani mani other stuffs... I am...not able to tink of any more stuffs tt i am -.-

of course ima nt givin this to tr.. tho i suspect he knows of mu blog O.O (oh no!)

haiz.. i cried so much yesterday nite now my eye wan die liddat =.=

anyways i'll write agian next time ... :D tata!!

A very Short POST

2011-01-14T05:19:00.000-08:00

hey here's a very short post. just summarise everything ..haha. so ART we havin SOVA?? i forgot wat tt stands fer but.. haha okay lah. the artist im researching is M.C Escher.. quite a cool guy.. tho i have forgotten his backgrounds =.= haha hmm. didnt manage to watch animes today T.T i hope tmr can go out with my fren seh.. T.T haiz. al FB fault LOL. GTG i have nth to right .. i'll be posting my next art reflections here tho :D BYE

ART reflection No.1

2011-01-09T01:26:00.000-08:00

Okay.. so for every week, our art teacher , Mr Liong wants us to write a reflection.. yep. and the reflection is"Why do Art??" yeah.. so.. i decided to write it in my blog.. so that there can be a frequent update?? not that i'm gonna give me url to the teacher.. ima gonna hand in the reflections in some other way...anyways.. here goes!

Why do Art?

What is Art to me??

What inspires you to want to do Art?

What do you want to do with Art??

First of all, to me, Art is something enjoyable and (somehow) a way of expressing myself in (hopefully) a creative way. Or maybe a way people use to show something from an interesting perspective. Art is meaningful and interesting, in a way that it isn't words that are telling the 'story', it's the picture.

Next, there are many different things that inspires me to do Art. Some of those are my Mum(cause she really good at drawing, sewing and other hands-on stuff), Animes &Manga (cause they have really cool drawings and animations), really breathe taking scenery, emotions/feelings that can't be described by words alone and super talented and creative people that created really awesome pieces. Also, i want to know how these awesome pieces of work came about and might want to try to created one myself. I also want to be exposed to the many different things that Art can do and learn from them. ( a bit too much, maybe?)

Lastly, I want to enjoy Art and learn to be more creative in the things i do by trying to use the skills or techniques that I've learned in my daily life( DIY, etc), maybe also show people how cool Art can be(hopefully).

There you go.. :D hopefully it meets the word count.. anyway, school has started and CCA open house was on Friday.. today is Sunday and therefore there will be school tomorrow. Sigh. Got to go.. i'll update again next time :D

LAST DAY OF 2010...

2010-12-31T07:35:00.000-08:00

hahaha.. hmm.. nt long before i have to go agn!! T.T N omg , just saw next year time table.. so super messy.... ANYWAY>>> YES! I LOST MY PHONE. HAIZ> D: BUT.. i got back my SIM Card.. BUT LOST ALL MY CONTACTS>>> D: anyway... I ACTUALLY wanted to write smth on WHAT TO DO WHEN U LOSE UR PHONE>> BUT APPRENTLY>> I DUN HAVE THE TIME D: haha i'll write it next time?? xD

here's a summary..

1) re-search ur phone.. trace ur steps and all.. (Check Ur bag!!)

2) if to no avail ask for help from nearby buy security guard or go to customer service counter to ask if any lost item was reported. write contacts of ur parents n description of item

3) call ur home n tell them..

4)try callin ur phone once before going home.. incase someone picked it up

5) go straight home

6)keep callin ur phone

7)then rest..

8)ask fer help around (frens etc)

9) if phone is under a contract(name) ...

i) temporarily cancel ur line.. by calling the customer help line(a robot will b askin u to press numbers)

ii)make police report..annoying? yea.. but its to be safe..

10)WHEN DOING POLICE REPORT... bring the box tt that used to contain ur Phone.. along... U'll nid the IMEI number.. So those hu kept the box yea.. u may hab a higher chance of gettin ur phone bak.. or nt..

11) Lost items arent kept in local neighbourhood police stations.. all are sent to the main police station.. yep..

12) for those hu has line.. specifically SINGTEL u CAN retrieve ur SIM card from a nearby Hello! store. :D

13) then to get the SIM card back.. u have to bring along the NRIC card of the person u signed the contract..THE CARD.. not the NIRC only..

14) find a new or old(whichever) phone to use.. or else u still have to pay thebills..

tts almost all to it :D kaykay but it is best to nt lose ur phone so tt u dunnid to go thru the trouble :D

kay kay HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL THEN!!! DO NOT LOSE UR PHONE!!!

hey yep back n all

2010-12-25T08:19:00.000-08:00

yo!! so its like Christmas today! so MERRY CHRISTMAS TO HU EVA'S READIN :D okei.. its been supa long since I've last posted.. n well yes.. many many things have happened some good some bad n all. :D so my last post was on 5 oct.. hmm.. yes 2 months plus ler.. but anyways.. here's some updates on wat ive done so far(according to those events i hav nt forgotten): kay AFA :D went on the 14 of november :D is was AWESOME.. i wna cosplay too.. but dad says tt its fer carzy ppl.. and realy disagrees with it.. haiz.. will try to find a way to to do if ive got the money:D *UGH MY DAD (AGN) sian go cut shhort my comp time so i hafta stop 10 mins later.. ive gts rush agn..D**n!* nvm.. shudnt care abt tt now.. i cant really rmbr the other stiffs that has happened?? hmm.. now im wishin i had prepaid instead of line .. OH OH. went genting this year was fun :D uploaded fotos on comp too :D hmm... i ve gt a lot of stuffs nt completed:

1) maths trail proj

2) improvin on my drawins.. (after lookin at artists' works i was discouraged alot.. :( but kinda encouraged.. cus..i just realised tt.. my drawins were all Doodles. haiz.. man.. but hopefully i get to learn more abt art next yr :(()

3) Japanese-katakana n chapt 4 or some weird bk.. haiz

4)watch finish zoku natsume yuujinchou..

ETC..

GUESS WAT?? ten minutes is up.. n ive wrote so LITTLE..

i guess i'll b writtin next time..

if i get too..

ASAP. :D

c U!!

Lets hope it just the worst the of the week.

2010-10-05T01:38:00.000-07:00

hey :) back .. just giving an overview of my so far life.. which hasn't actually been really good.. :(

okay then, lets start with today: morning .. woke up at 5.55am(ps. i slept at 11 plus yesterday.. considereed late for me..) only make it to bus-stop and 6.47am. only drank a cup of milo..T.T funnily, busstop guy wasnt at the usual busstop as i was.. he went to the one next to it.. weird( and a bit sad actually). next, i saw a pierce girl and a mayflower girl taking the same bus. not diff busstop meh? weird agn. then, i a zhss girl..i recognize her, she was the one from 2T or 2N.. i didnt know she lived so near my area..

reached schl at 7.10am.. not late. passed YZ d monitor badge.. realized that we had to COMPLETE the chi ws.. (which i so did not).. then went for assembly..oh..oh..tuesday today! sianz i tot is wed then hav newspaper... nvm. okay cont.. uhm.. then got monitor briefing haiz class need new lock.. i need c whether i hab not..sian boys on duty not doing their job.. exept Ivan he did his .. okay during assembly period, we had ESP. SHIT MY DAD DUN WANT ME CONT.. nvm all in all, i dun like phys and phys tr suck.. but i'll still try my best tho.. jys ppl... fer upcoming main papers X'<

Me and me inner b***h

2010-07-14T05:32:00.000-07:00

haha. am well and updatin again.. o.o okay, so today actually the whole 'clique' were supposed to go for that haunted house thingy but ended up not goin .. cus.. most of them dun feel like goin.. then CY said that she realised our clique was made up of B witches ( er.. if u dun get wat it means.. you get witches minus the w and add the B,get it?)..well.. sort of.. haha .. for CY and A they admitted tt they are that both inside in out.. A asked me why CY also said that i was a B witch.. haha.. i just told her that i am one.. but i just don't show it.. cus u see, i might think like a B witch and not act it out.. who knows?? er, okay, my family members and Kooo does.. :) but they still accept me for hu i am.. the thing is, i'm not actually hu i am, if you get what i mean..basically, ima hypocrite(hopefully im usin this word rite...) im not really as gd as some ppl think.. i'm hardly myself .. not in front of most of the ppl i know, that is..there's gna be a dinner this sat.. with the BBs, P and VP and VIPs.. LOL.. gd thing is.. there's no parade on SAt!! Woots! so ima hangin out with Kooo on sat moring.. FP said he wna bring the family to OG this comin fri... hmmm.. i still have some lib bks ive yet to finish readin and some hws undone.. this sun.. Ah! Project work.. Lit.. tmrw, i'll be havin Geog proj.. the serangoon central de... lalalalalala..Tests all comin lers.. haiz.. i gta watch drama or finish readin my books now, gtg!P.S i did NOT revise at all.. :(

"THAT'S ALL,FOLKS!" - Mr Song :)

ima so freakin unwell

2010-07-03T02:39:00.000-07:00

okay, the first week of school was freakin bad.. and i can't deny that, i was late for school everyday for the first week.. wth.. and now, i'm havin a real bad fever and sore throat and i'm feelin so cold on the outside, i even shiver sometimes..i'm not gna write much because ima feeling no too good.... sigh.. i wish i'm cured before school starts..i have not even started on any of my homework argh.. write again next time.. june holiday this year was the worst.. but at least i could stay at my ah ma house for one week... :)

Learn mah lesson!

2010-06-11T08:34:00.000-07:00

DAUGHTRY RAWKS!!!!!! FULL METAL ALCHEMISTS RAWKS!!!!!!! XDXDXDXD okay, so, on thurs, i saw my pri schl friend on me way to boon keng mrt haha! :) lixin's house.. Very cool! 2 hamsters xiao hei and xiao bai :) very cute:) then today while waitin for adeline, saw ivan , new haircut wors! haha. then go ming min's house :)) DAUGHTRY AND FULL METAL ALCHEMISTS RAWKS!!! :))))))))

Learn My Lesson

Tonight the sunset means so much
The one thing that you know you never touch
Like the feeling, the real thing
I reach out for the sweet dream
But somehow the darkness wakes me up
Well I felt this emptiness before
But all the times that I've been broken
I still run right back for more

You'd think that I'd learn my lesson by now
You'd think that I'd somehow figure out
That if you strike that match
You're bound to feel the flame
You'd think that I'd learn the cost of love
And paid that price long enough
But still I drive myself right through the pain
Well it turns out
I haven't learned a thing

Oh yeah

Sometimes I think I'm better off
To turn out the lights and close up shop
Didn't give up the longing, believing
And belonging
Just hold down my head and take the lost

You'd think that I'd learn my lesson by now
You'd think that I'd somehow figure out
That if you strike that match
You're bound to feel the flame
You'd think that I'd learn the cost of love
And paid that price long enough
But still I drive myself right through the pain
Well it turns out
I haven't learned a thing

You'd think that I'd learn my lesson by now
You'd think that I'd somehow figure out
That if you strike that match
You're bound to feel the flame
You'd think that I'd learn the cost of love
And paid that price long enough
But still I drive myself right through the pain
Yeah, well it turns out
I haven't learned a thing

I haven't learned a thing
I haven't learned, haven't learned
I haven't learned a thing

I'm Sorry!!!

2010-06-01T05:52:00.000-07:00

Okay, so my previous post was practically plain Shit. LOL. I called my Dad straight after i've calmed down to tell him tt im sorry, for being extremely disrespectful.. i hope wont do such stupid and immature act again..

Basically what happened today was that , me Lit group met at Bishan Library to discuss briefly on the details.. haha.. no stress no stress no stress! Lol.. we are doin Act 2 scene 2. :) i played the role Lady Macbeth :) EVIILL! haha.. JYs!!
ARGH!! i Cant go FB!! X( Pls work!!
i have not start mt hw yet, NO!!

HMM.... LOL..

YOUR TEARS DON'T FALL,
THEY CRASH AROUND ME!!
HER CONSCIENCE CALL
THE GUILTY TO COME HOME!!

Corporals' Camp.. and other stuffs

2010-05-30T01:44:00.000-07:00

UGH!!!! SERIOUSLY!! Just because i did not freakin maintain my position in class, my freakin FishPOP keeps nagging and shouting me about it!! I freakin can't stand it any longer!! ARGH!! I'm Freakin pissed and irritated, i know i've not done as good as before but at least i tried my best. My stupid Dad keeps scolding me about , i 've just came back from that corporals' camp and now you're doin this to me, WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM, MAN!!! you were the one who told me at least i gave my best in the exam and freakin not to worry, NOW WHAT??!! you Blame me for not scoring to my standards?? I know it is my fault for not doin as well as before, But Mind You, I M NOT SOME SUPER BRAINY KID OF YOURS WHO WILL ALWAYS SCORE TOP 3 in Class WHATEVER SHIT YOU THINK I AM! SO STOP EXPECTIN ME TO BE LIKE THAT AND BLAME ME FOR NOT SCORING WELL.. I'M THE ONE WHO'S TAKIN THAT DAMN EXAM , NOT YOU!! SO SHUT YOUR CRAP!! T.T

Oh man. i only said that because i was stress and annoyed.. i really cannot stand it, i really did not mean what i said.. ToT and my freakin brother told my father about it.. ARGH!!! NOW to match my Ruined soul, im listening to metal.. i've never listened to metal. ;( haiz.. guess i should forget it. since i've just cam eback from camp , GB camp and everything.. haiz.. i guessed i've calmed down.. i really didnt mean what i said about my dad..but i really wna post how i feel.. :( i know he was doin it for my good... something like Darry in the Outsiders.. but i really dont like my bro though

the camp was okay , i've made new friends in the camp .. i really dont wna talk now..

next time kids.

and FP, YOu really can Shut Up.. Sigh.

well, not so alrite

2010-05-26T05:18:00.000-07:00

okay.. now days it seems like there's many really messy things happenin to me.. okay, so not technically yo me.. but around me.. and it's somehow related to me.. okay.. dk if i should say it.. but it's me blog, so whatever.. Kay so this tuition guy, R, hu had been my tuition friend for around.. two years?? Quite good Lookin' so yeah.. a year ago.. we kinda chatted through uh.. smsing each other.. and well dk , around after mid yr last yr, he confessed to meh... well, instinctively.. i uh rejected him...cus he was to mushy?? and ima not used to that..and well.. hurt him hard i guess.. but he got over it..kind of.. and then,this year.. a new girl came.. her name also starts with R so, whatever.. then i guess through sms agn, he fell for her.. (funny how it sounds) and is now in a relationship with her.. i couldn't help it but to feel kinda jealous.. dk .. haha oh man.. i suck. the R couples yeah?? Tuition lessons are gonna be so weird from now on.. Ugh .. shit' em report books.. GTG Bye.

Big headache

2010-05-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

well yeah headache.. too many annoying things happening at the same time haha. argh what to do?? i need help.. LOL.

hear me, hear me not.

2010-05-21T07:51:00.000-07:00

Okay, what can i say?? i was like freaking pissed just now for some reason.. which i will say later.. so yeah, it's been such a long time since I've posted anything. LOL. Haiz.. so yeah.. today.. morning..almost late. but still okay. uh.. hist.. managed to solve the Puzzle Mr Brady gave the class.. the answer is " Lee Kuan Yew was born in a Large and Airy Bungalow. His Grandfather gave him the name "Harry"." Haha.. cool huh?? i like to solve this kinda puzzles XD. And there was this Class List that ppl wrote their marks in.. i forgot to pass it to Mr Brady.. so it's still with me.. =.= After that, science.. did nothing much though.. Read Gossip Girl for a while..then , um, suddenly A came to me and told me that she had to tell me something, and that something was that.. She was already in a Group for that Literature thing.. and the sad thing was..it was already full.. so that means i wasn't included.. She told me that there was only 2 girls in that group.. her and C. the other 6 were guys.. Sure, i was kind of disappointed that i wasn't in the Group with A.. But, i don't wna be a bitch abt it right? Right?? so yeah.. Told her it was okay and everything.. even though ...you know.. So yeah.. i Emo-ed at my table for quite awhile.. Prayed that i would be able to control my emotions.. not let it get to me, those kind of stuffs. i just don't wna be mad at my friend and lose her and cause awkwardness btwn us because of this dumb group stuff, though i might feel kind of hurt .. so, no matter what, i'll try.. control.. and keep the peace. :) A while later, some random teacher came to our class and called for me and Jasmine..it was for the Korea trip thing.. i have not paid $300 for the down payment because we currently haven't got the money to do so. Am thinking of not going to the trip anymore.. that reminds me of this coming Friday.. My clique going to eat at "Sakura" to celebrate "Last Day of School" and we each have to bring $12 for it.. i guess i would not be going for that too.. haiz.. I've not paid for that $11 thing to RJ too.. Argh.. you can't buy everything with money, but without money, you can't buy anything! haiz.. Then i went to the place Where Meiling is sitting.. and asked her if she had a group for Lit already.. she told me that she had but it was already full.Wow. Guess.. ima the last one to be picked for that Lit thing?? cus if they want 8 ppl in a grp, our class have 41 ppl.. and there's gonna be one group who has 9 members.. oh man, ima gna be left out again.. rejected twice.. How bad is that?? i bet other groups already had their 8 .. and ima like the last unpicked shit. ): During recess, went to library. Did nothing much.. except talked to XY, CY and S. Lol. Maths.. man.. too many pro people in Class ler.. score 90+ some more.. JS 100! PW, teacher showed us gross, sick video of a poor dead Whale bein Freakin cut up by that woman, man, i could not look on any longer, so i took out my gossip girl and continue reading.. treating my friends' "eww!! GROSS!!! Sick!!=.=" as some random background music or birds chirpin. LOL. but it was seriously a pain to see a poor dead whale bein dissected like that.. ): ESP, validation.. nice clip :)

After that, me and CY have got saluting and serving to do.. sian.. Saluting was okay.. except that i had to use the BBs' Gloves which were(no offence) quite dirty... and the wool or cotton inside keeps coming out.. sticks to your hand :( i sneezed so many times. then serving bad bad bad.. i dropped the food dunno how many times becus i was nervous.. couldn't have a good grip LOL. after that, it was about 7pm when we finished. Tired.. imagine walking around for hours in your Freaking boots .. now there;s blisters on my legs.. i even da bao for my family.. haha :) walked abit with CY,CP and A.. they were chatting hysterically.. CY did not forget me.. which was okay.. cus i really felt kind of left out.. but i was busy then.. when we were at the junction, and the traffic light was about to go green, i tried to tell them that i was going to take the bus.. so i won;t be walking the same way as they were..once i tried, next i shouted.. but i was so tired, it was barely my shouting voice.. i gave up in anger and walked off. i bet they didn't even notice that i was not around.. they were still laughing as i left, made no reply..i was about to cry.. but i did not..who would? when i reached home, my mum nagged at me like idk what to wash my undergarments.. UGH!! i was already so annoyed and pissed and she's still there annoying the heck out of me.. i was on the verge of screaming.. but i could not.. it was not her fault that i was feeling mad in the first place.. but she should at least under that i was tired.. REally tired.. LUckily, my dad came to the rescue.. And so yeah.. though family mems did not thank me for da bao -ing, i hope they like the food.

that's all for now, that was a long post wasn't it??

"Come what come may, time and the hour runs through the roughest day" -Macbeth, :)

Jys People :)

kays..

2010-05-10T01:06:00.000-07:00

it's been such a long time since my previous post.. and tmrw will be the MYE main paper oh no... LIT AND ORAL.. can die de.. haiz.. i still very slack lar.. later got tuition somemore...JYS PEEPUL.. lol..

Bound

Heaven screamed

The clouds cry

Earth bathed

Under their tears

The fire sighs

The wind blows

Its last Good Bye.

cool,huh?? :)

okays...

2010-04-18T02:11:00.000-07:00

LOL!! i saw Shen Ee today when i'm on my way to amk hub... Wah... he change specs ler.. and hairstyle, AND he LOOKS WAY COOLER THAN EVER!!! lol.. wonder what's his height now... hopefully he has not been growing too quickly after a few months of nt seeing him.. LOL. haha. i freakin gna ask him abt his height the nxt time he's online... LOL. XDXDXD

hmmm.. IMA MIND READER!!

2010-04-14T01:48:00.000-07:00

lol.. okay.. i saw Bobby last last or last friday, okay, so maybe he saw me first.. so yeah. happy cus long time no see ler.. pri schl fren mah, then, on Monday, i saw Wilson in the evening, on my way to tuition.. he cut hair LER!! looks neat at east can see his eyes now, last time, his bang cover his eyes, almost looked emo.. LOL.. then yesterday, on my way home, i saw Adrian. Lol, He still Looks the same though..and then today, while homing with Ade, we saw Benjamin.. Primary schl fren i mean.. not sec schl de. Cool seh.. But too bad all guys.. :( but nt that i mind or anything..Lol.. and when i reached home today, my mum added a shelf thatshe got from a neighbour. COOL.. now got mur space to put my stuffs lah.. :) then I'm like currently practicing my "lip"and "mind" reading so that Adeline could talk to others through meh... HAHA.. and during Sci SSP ade actually wanted to tell me smth that she felt suddenly durin lesson.. It was De Javu.. Lol.. and i actually guessed that without her tellin me.. She said that both the de javu and the fact i could kinda mind read her is creepy... LOL.. Yeah. Creepy AND Cool!! haha so long for now!! my dumb lil' bro is whining .. BYES!!
p.s My super de duper cool cousin made youtubes vids of him playin 3 songs that are really nice.. but his fingerings are weird though.. but it's nice.. and he also got into a fght with his friends recently, not that he fought back though.. his Childish fren beat him up just because he didn't allow his fren to go to his house.. His fren is practically crazy i tell you, not that i know his fren, i'm just inferring that from this situation haha.. KAYS BYE!:)

assembly was AWESOME

2010-04-06T01:53:00.001-07:00

today's assembly was awesome!! Band and Choir performed.. wow.. didn't know Sean was in Choir until today!! He was freaking cool, so was Man Chun. But Sean was cooler 'cause he knew how to play the piano!! WOW. haha Ling ren Gua Mu Xiang Kan.. LOL.. kay gtg now dad's homin so yeah.. Bye!!

What i wanted to say By Colbie Caillat

2010-03-31T00:50:00.000-07:00

Lyrics-
I should've done something again
I did nothing watch us separate
What should I do now run and chase You down I can't hesitate

Cause all I wanted to say was something real
All I want you to know is how I feel
All I wanted to give was my heart but I'm stuck here at the start

It's on the tip of my tongue but I'm still afraid
Sometimes the only things words do is get in the way
Sometimes the easiest things are the hardest to say
But I don't want to lose you, drive you away
I dont want to confuse you, I need you to say only wish you knew what i wanted to say only wish you knew what i wanted to say

my hands are shaking
i'm yours for the taking
dont you hesitate
please just do one thing
one small sign something
lets jump off the edge

cause all i want you to say is something real all i wanted to know is how you feel all i wanted you to give is your heart but we're stuck here at the start

its on the tip of my tongue but im still afraid sometimes the only things words do is get in the way sometimes the easiest things are the hardest to say but i dont want to lose you drive you away i dont want to confuse you i need you to say only wish you knew what i wanted to say only wish you knew what i wanted to say

its on the tip of my tongue but im still afraid sometimes the only things words do is get in the way sometimes the easiest things are the hardest to say but i dont want to lose you

i dont wanna lose you
no i dont wanna lose you
no i dont wanna lose you
i shouldve done something
i shouldve done something
i shouldve done something
but i never wanted to
i shouldve done something
i shouldve done something
i shouldve done something
but i never wanted to
i dont wanna lose you
no i dont wanna lose you
i shouldve done something
i shouldve done something
i shouldve done something
but i never wanted to
i shouldve done something
i shouldve done something
i shouldve done something
but i never wanted to

Maybe.. i shudn't haf dun wat i did.

2010-03-31T00:46:00.000-07:00

haha~ mum's asleep.. dad's not home yet, bro and sis are staying back in school for i don't know what reason. i'm at home.. eating a super salty bowl of meggie mee, tasty.. but quite gross after eatin too much.. Dnt lesson was quite fun..(yeah, i know.) mr sufian said something about something. many raised up their hands.. wanted to.. but figured that.. maybe..i should just let it pass.. garh. i'm always like that.. hmph..but nevermind.. over now.. english lesson was.. uh.. i don't know.. not boring but.. aching?? nah.. must be because of P.E.. legs, back , stomach, shoulder.. hurts.. got scar on right hand.. got cut.. quite cool though. hmm.. yay.. moving on.. "What i wanted to say" by Colbie Caillat very cool....
"It's on the tip of my tongue but I'm still afraid
Sometimes the only things words do is get in the way
Sometimes the easiest things are the hardest to say
But I don't want to lose you, drive you away
I dont want to confuse you, I need you to say only wish you knew what i wanted to say only wish you knew what i wanted to say"
haha..yah.. kay.. homework for today quite alot.. so nidda chiong.. uh-huh.

Stop and Stare Lyrics

2010-03-29T01:01:00.001-07:00

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...
[ Stop And Stare Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

stop and stare i think i'm movin but i go no where..

2010-03-29T00:57:00.000-07:00

Lol.. i was terribly tired in schl today..even Shuen Lin can tell... she say i look very "pek Chek" haha.. ya.. so stuffy and everything.. good thing is that it's windy and raining nw.. haha.. nobody at home that's why dare touch laptop.. hohoho.. i'm gonna start hw later.. i still gt tuition.. haiz.. chi tr made meh wait for so long. homework also alot.. pimple increased... listenig to stop and stare.. I <3 One Republic.. they rawk!! STOP AND STARE!! YOU START TO WONDER WHY YOUR HERE NT THERE!!
Durin Gb on saturday.. mdm taught us abt smth..then there was smth about the desert.. i guess i've found the right desert.. but i guess the place would look much prettier at nite..:D i love night skies.. oh, gt a call frm Dad.. guess he's abt to reach home.. kay, toodles!! XD

Thanks fer stayin around..

want to write so much more abt today but i haf nt much time..

2010-03-28T03:07:00.001-07:00

clare and eileen came to my house to do the BOARD so did mx. went to lib after that..gna meet dad at mac now.. i'm late .. oh no..

wadabladabladablah??

2010-03-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

lol.. kay.. dad brought home a laptop.. he says it belongs to him.. (again) wateva man...lol.. okay.this week by quite fast lor. umm. and today, Andrea de presentation damn good lor.. XD super cool. Dnt and art lesson this week wasn't so badd.. wait,me mum ask me to put me socks into basket.. brb...

back.. lol.. tried out the laptop's webcam with Shaz.. damn funny lar.. mum and dad currently naggin at my sis abt contact lenses.. shwe wanted to haf contact lenses.. parents say wait until she have a job then go buy it herself.. wth.. really lar. not like i care anyway.. it doesn't concerns me.. lol..waah.. homework quite alot.. and i'm like, slackin and stressin like shit.. haha.. oh...... i'll try playin hotel 626.. heheheh.. lol.. i think i'm morre comfortable with usin the com to type me blog.. cuz now quite.. uncomfy.. can't think of wat to write.. lol.. watevs now, gtg.. bye XD

my parents are so... over protective..i hate it.. my dad say he controls us cuz he didn't want us to be rude etc.. you're so wrong man.. negative vibes goin on here.. D:<

smackthat.

2010-03-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

okay.. i gta sleep straight after this .. last day of holidays .. freakin irritatin. not nice.. i didnt even enjoyed me holidays lar... haiz. HOMEWORK AND ALL.. currently listening to K-ON!de ending song.. Full version.. FREAKIN COOL I TELL U. kay.. monday and tues.. me friends went out. but i couldn't go.. cos me dad said that i couldn't go out unless i finish my homework all of them.. so i only got to go out on fri and sat.. BUT PATHETICALLY,both are for projects.. haiz.. but quite fun lah.okay.oh and today got that BBGB juniors enrollment thing we had to stay in the church like from seven am to one plus.. SIAN. but okay lar.lol.. durin service, they kept talikin abt what.. idk finding the right one and everything and God has everything planned out and stuffs like that.. after lunch, there's this games thingy and me and Clare were freakin seperated.. haiz. nvm. played double wacko and stuff.. oh! and lemme tell you. wah. there's this church guy and he looks quite shuai and cute lar.. know how to play the piano and drums some more.. damn cool lar. :D he's name's Nicholas or smth. same group soome more.. that so totally made my day hahar.kay la get over it man.then.. oh and there's this BB guy who had uh.. 3 names?? no, 4 , plus chinese name mah. so cool lar. i only rmbred the initials:JNS. i forgot the name lol.. too long. :D oh and Ivan same group too! haha! then GB de uniform damn stress lah.. hair keep fallin out of place.. but nt that i care..is they all keep saying wat nt neat and everything.. but what ever.. lol. Joey was like,"come, gimme your hand" then she put my hand near where the collar is and where most of my baby hair are fallin out, then she said " okay, kiap and pull" i did as she told and then realise it was my hair fallin out of place.. Clare made fun if me by tellin it to do it again and again haha. so bad!!then after the tiring GB thing.. i went to amk to meet my pri schl fwen.. we have not met for quite a long time lar.. though she did go to Adeline's house with me on friday to do proj.. haha!!okay..then i was like very tired but stayed in the library for 2 and a half hrs any way. lol. LEMME TELL YOU: I DID NOT REVISE AT ALL DURIN THE HOLIDAYS>> AND I"M GNA BE SO DEAD>>> lol wateva now. sian. okay then anout the sungei buloh proj we did on sat. we all met up at the bishan lib(Marcus, Julian,Adeline,Jasmine and me) lol.. i tried to help with the stuffs i can cause i do nt really understand this whole sungei buloh thing and yeah.Adeline asked me once if i was sick of doin the proj right after i came back from peein and returning of books.. i was like huh? then she said because i walked about like uninterested like tt.. lol.. no la. i guessing she didn't hear me when i said that i went to pee or smth.. lol kay la not gna continue lers.
BYES!

:P

2010-03-16T01:45:00.000-07:00

JIA YOUS JIA YOUS!! >:D
办得到的！！！ :D :D
omg 爱的主场秀 sho nice-su!!
yea!! XD
gtg write to you nxt time..
gotta do dis jys!! XD

geez..

2010-03-15T02:59:00.000-07:00

my mum's one strong woman,
my dad's a carin' guy,
only thing you don't know is tt
those are BIG FAT LIES.

one short post

2010-03-14T07:39:00.000-07:00

lol.. the day after camp brek day wat eva.. shan't go into details cuz there's not much time.. took a freakin long time to realize that both username and pw for ace-learnin was yuor nirc.. which totally wasted like half an hour of my com time.. to day quite special cos one hr but wasted.. sian.elijah treated me ade cherie bryan mun pin to bubble tea yesterdae.. parents did not bother to come and fetch me even though i called for their help. but i did not tell them that me bag was heavy.. cos i thot that if they didn't wna come down to amk hub to fetch me so be it.. i was like ' forget it , i'll go home myself.. i'm on my way home, walkin distance(no, i was actually still at amk hub), the bags' light, i can manage, bye.' my dad still blamed me for not callin home b4 camp.. and not like i've done it for the previous camps.. he told me to do so, so to let him know i'm safe and all.. BIG FAT LIES.. if he'd cared he would have came down to fetch at amk hub when i asked him for help, wat's mur it's late at night. and ima girl, but wateva now.. wateva you said nva make sense , dad. and i don't freakin mind if i'm not cared for, cuz i freakin used to tt alr. today, did some maths hw.. the ws. just that.. dad did not allow me to go out with me friends becus i had hws.. dad only warned me about my eng and lit because i scored 60+ for them ( it happens every year, predictably, the tellin of on eng.. and lit) and he kept going on abt every time and said almost nothing for the rest of the subjects.. so what if i tried hard to score good marks for my other subjects, he wouldn't care he'd only aim at my weak points and fire remarks on it, i've tried my best kay? i know you did n't get angry at me or anything but still... i did NOT score good marks for my tests to have extension of wateva SHIT com time like for ,what, one day only?.. IT"S STUPID. even though it's nice that you thot of extendin my com time, even if it's only for one day, i just wish you'd give me more freedom or even just encouragements, i know that i'm supposed to score well for my subjects just for my own good and not for wateva ' rewards' But i'm still a kid too, you know?? i still need all the encouragements i can get. not praises or anything. BUT NOT.. 'Brenda, you scored quite well for your exams and you can use the com for half an hr mur' i freakin did not do it for com time.. pls do get me.. nvm.. forget it.. even if i told you this, you'd just scold me for bein rude or smth. not worth it.. forget it. haiz.sorry.. didn't mean the anger i felt. sry..

well durin the camp, i've learnt that encouragements give people strength to continue wateva tough times they go thru.. which is cool
i wish i was more out spoken
so that i could make more friends
but it seems impossible doesn't it??

nvm gtg.. bye. :)
it wasn't such a short post after all ,huh?

this is freakkin watevs

2010-03-09T03:51:00.000-08:00

so.. today.. another freakkin hot stuffy humid dumb stupid idiotic day.. things happened i heard.. and cried again.. WHY MUST IT BE BECAUSE OF A FREAKKIN SAME THING?? HUH??? but watevs..false hopes and all .. draggg-eh-eh-eh...and it finally REALLY ENDS TODAY.. From what i see.. it does.. And thank you freakkin Mr. Evil for consolin meh.. though you don't know abt this blog but who cares.. and thank you Clare for makin stuffs clear for me cos i wouldn't haf (bothered to) ask & i don't care anymur.. :D quite okays with my marks.. though Clare's L1R(smth) is lower than mine.. which is wow. and you freakin dumb person get lost.. i'm in the process of gettin of it, so i dun mean nearly half of wat i say. homeworkies are really troublsome.. they stress you out and make you go crazehh.i wish i could write more, but i dun wan the whole world to know, so mind your own business and dun be keh-po(told you i dun mean almost half what i say) i'm like cursin on the inside, you don't know.

you don't freakin understand
you don't frekkin give a damn
you don't give a freakin apology
all you ever do is freakkin hurt meh.
you freak of a freakin' freakster.

i don't even know half of what i'm saying
this is currently what i'm not really feelin
i know this was bound to happen
i knew it from the start

so why do i give myself false hope
everytime i see you
it's a two-way thing
so just for a second..
i curse you guilt.

devil of me speakin
angel kicked out.
i dunno what i'm sayin
and it doesn't make me feel proud.

this seems all too familiar for me to forget or not remember what happened then. i'lljustfaceitwithasmile:)

hi,bye

2010-03-07T23:18:00.000-08:00

short updatey since have not post for sometime. kay.. weekends.. sat, i went to mum's friend's house waah.. got two DOGS summore.. larger one called Bibble and smaller noisier ans cuter one called Rain. XD kays.. no offence cos that place though nice and big.. but quite smokey.. cos they buddhist mah oh and during GB saw wots of friends cus most of them have council camp stuffs. haha. then sunday.. chiong sci map.. though its not really a map.. more like .. idk.. listing?? kay then today.. music lesson.. AIRCON!!! haha.. yeah.. watever.. BUT the weather IS FREAKINNN HOTTT-TE-TE.. i tell you.. lol.. was loner when homing.. cuz Ade got cca, then Clare, Gracia and Cherie got buy Lambo Horns as Bryan's bdae prezzie.. it was then i realised that i was too used to sumone 陪我回家 that i felt.. LONELY~!!! no... okays GTGs Ler.. Mum and Sis 吹-ING meh.. wah seh.. one lady say she thot me and me sis look like friends!! in other words, i look sec one likey OR.. my sis LOOKS FREAKIN MATURE.. not that i m though.. haha.. KAy
BYESSSSS!!~

tra lalalala

2010-03-05T06:12:00.000-08:00

~wo men bei dui bei yong bao~
Lol!! dis few days like quite into chinese songs.. either influenced by friends or the mvs and songs are freakin saddishly cool.tried to rmbr the title of songs.. but somehow nva seem to manage to you noe, rmbr them.. well yeah..
firsh, thengs firsh, kays.. got back 3 ct paper back.. satisfied with marks :D
haha i hafta admit JJ lin de songs quite nice, Show Luo's songs too.. lol!!L8er gna listen to.. 2 Show Luo's songs.. heeeheee.. :]
lol.. sian tmrw got GB.. ARGH!! i have not tied the lanyard nor sew anything i hafta sew on the full-u.. gta wear tmrw ... no..
Lol.. btw, ade today go see zhou wen xuan or smth~ XP ~di ji ge 100 tian~ heheh..
waah!! i freakin can't help it!!! thot i've gotten over it alr.. haiz.. not good not good hafta START ALL OVER!!
~ai, shi bu ke shu de ma??...wo zai deng yi ge ren,zai deng wo de yong heng, gao shu wo AI BU DAN XIN , xiang xin ta~
have not start doin any h/w.. SLACKKIE!! XP yar.
gna chiong tmrw.. do as much as pos. :D
oh no... nxt week is me oral thingy..
omg la .. sis sho keh po.. warh!!
~ai feng tou~ superb XD it's th HPTX de song!! XD
haiz haiz haiz..

Nvm, i'll just end here then.. :D
write again sumtime ;]

splutter

2010-02-27T05:10:00.000-08:00

ba-dum, ba-dum, badumbadum badumbadum.. heart beats faster.. feels it beating against me chest.. heavy breathings...short breathings feels faint.... I L-UH-UR-URVE ANIMESSSSSSSSSS!!!! * Kuronama??* WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heheheheheheheh!!!! XDXD
shit!! no!! i'm getting crazy.. oh no..noooo...

WAAAAAHH!!!! X(

2010-02-26T23:17:00.000-08:00

haiz haiz haiz.. but watever.. nevermind.. no.. i must type it out ..okays... so yesterday.. got tht GB,BB thing excursion.. uh yeah.. army museum...banged into Ivan when he was packing his bag.. so then again, I'M SORRY!!..then the whole trip quite okay lah.. but was freakin tired after that... *yawns*..
and Guess what?? .... should i say it?? hmm.. okie okie.. i well, hmm.. maybe i shudn't say it.. dun nid the whole world to know or anything.. But the result of wat i did was.. sad and reliving at the same time.. i wanted to laugh because it was all over but once i started laughing to myself< i immediately felt like crying.. but the tears did not wna come out.. it was exhuasting.. no doubt i was heart broken after what happened.. but at least it's all over now and that i finally did it :').. the first person i told that thing to was Clare.. it's only when she called me.. and talked things out with me then i started cryin.... but it's not a bad thing though.. i wanted to cry.. makes me feel better that way.. my mum saw me cryin a when i was talking to Clare and said that i was crazy And asked me why i was cryin after that.. did not tell her anything.. you can't really trust how adults act to be like before you tell them the real reason why you were cryin.. cos they'd just blow up and you'll end up gettin a long lecture after that.. so i fibbed that Clare was tellin me a real touchin story.. when actually i was feelin hurt inside and cryin my heart out.. Adeline knew abt it and comforted me and all.. so did Gracia and Cherie.. i felt much better afterwards.. reminds me that my friends will always be there i when i'm sad or happy and that i shud really really help them as much as possible if i could .. i dun wna owe them.. i'll be there for them when they nid me.. just like what they did when i was down.. i <3 my friends ;D

By now.. you shud have guessed what happened.. if not.. then maybe part of it. :X

okay then.. today today.. two bad news .. but i shan't reveal them.. secrets.. sad ones..
did SIZING during GB.. very cool.oh.. i gota remember to eat my mummy's tiramisu!!! XD.. brightens up my day a little bit.. gotta remember to............ what haf i got to rmbr?? i kinda forgot.. but nevermind.

haven't been able to watch animes lately....... sad.. well, i haven't been able to watch animes for a looong time!! for Bleach i'm like still stuck at ep 70+ though i'd watched it yrs ago.. Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood.. WEEEEKKSS!! i missed alot of episodes!! same goes for Inuyasha Final Act... NOOO!! Naruto.. uh.. stuck at ep 101 like years ago..Kimi ni Todoke... argh atill at ep 10!!!! i'm so slow!!Clannad.. stop at first few eps of after story.. cos got tired of waitng for one ep every week.. Shugo Chara.. I GIVE UP ON THAT ANIME MAN!! IT'S FREAKING LAME!! and it's still continuing to a 100+ ep...pities..much much mur animes that i've wayched and stopped half way.. *laughs* ohhhhhhhh!!!!! LAST BUT NOT LEAST,,,, KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN!!!!!!! for that one.. i watched ep 1-10 then found it boring.. but after that more ppl stared watchin then i found it interestin.. then i started watchin from ep 50+ onwards.. but stucked currently..
call me 半途而废.. watever.. that's me weakness.. causing me most of the troubles i had in my life..

haha.. kay kay.. i gtg now.. BAII BI!!!XD

oranges??

2010-02-20T23:20:00.000-08:00

Lol.. today, 2 kids cam to me house...
one was like .. 2 or 3 years old and the other one was just 1 year older.. or 2??
the older one was a young boy, named Nono, the younger one is called Enen, a girl.
My mum is currently taking care of Enen to earn dosh, well, part time , that is..
and it's not everyday.. haha.
then like, i was trying hard to concentrate on copyin the chinese newspaper article but Nono kept.. uh.. disturbin me?? Lol..
he was like.. walkin in and out of the room sayin," ii wahn morh owange, wahn morh owange."
Translation : i want more oranges, want more oranges. wadever..
then he kept taking one orange and placed it on my table and sayin 'ii wahn morh owange' he did this abt 7 times..
then i thot ," the kid's so simple minded.. haven't he thot about takin two at a time or smth?"
well, when he came in again, he was holdin 3 oranges in his arm.
i was like.. "oh".
i continued copyin and realised the oranges gave out an orangey smell,nice.
out of boredom, i kinda rearranged the oranges and then realised one of the oranges was actually leakin..
and the juice stained the newspaper,but it was just a small patch on the paper so i didn't really care.
my dad was going to visit his friends for some CNY stuff and saw the pile of oranges on my table, came in and examined the oranges..
"there's juice leakin out of some of oranges" he spoke to me in chinese.
"yeah." i replied.
"some of the oranges are spoiled" he said.
"so, when the juice leaks out of the orange means that it's spoiled?"i asked
" yeah."
"oh."
then he took all the oranges off me table coz he saw that the oranges took som space of the table( mind you, there's TEN oranges on the table, and the table was quite small too.) and he also needed some oranges for his Bai Fang thingy and of course he chose the good ones,. you don't give spoiled oranges to your friends, do you??
"thank you baba"
" mm" and he left.
so cheeky little Nono gave me spoiled oranges. :( haha
oh and Nono's mum gave me and me sibs ang paos.. but had to give it to our ma.
i'm not done with the chinese newspaper and DnT and revision yet..
doubt there'd be enough time for me to complete them all.
Lol.
Mum was freakin screamin at me sis and freakin caning me bro.. me bro frekin screamed too.
They freakin deserved it, i tell you...

not that i like it though.them bein sreamed at and caned.
but they were rude and all.
i'm not settin a good example for me sibs huh??
ima no good meself
wadeva
:(

Gotta go now BUAIIS.

hmmm... lalala?

2010-02-20T04:45:00.000-08:00

okay.. so today..a saturday..so had GB.. haha but not the normal drill ,devotion and stuffs coz to day all of us celebrated CNY.. went to Mdm Rachel's house.. She has 3 DOGS!! XDDDD one husky and two..uh.. i don't really know wat they are called.. but anyways.. the sec 3 prepared everything for the celebration and all.. so, thank yous sec 3s!! hmm.. and uh.. same old CNY songs.. (FYI,i'm not a fan of CNY songs, no offence though) and all and yeah... after the celebration.. me and clare went to ... plaza sing.. heheh... go buy xin yi's prezzie.. OMG.. she is gna lurve the prezzies i tell you!!! happeess. lalalalalalar! arf!!! irritatin bro.. i freakin feel like slappin him..monkeh!! but i shall 忍.. hmm... tmrw's sunday and the day after tt will be monday,shut up bro, i tell you ,shut up, and uh.. week of CTs.. ew.. am so not lookin forward. nth much to say now.. and since my bro is freakin bugging me to get off the com, i shall freakin go now.. FREAK.

hahahahahahahhaha.. ima one weird creature, i tell you

XP .. oh bro, you'd bta stop naggin at me rite now or i'd really freakin slap d life outta u.

SHUT UP

uhhhhhhhhhhhh

2010-02-18T02:32:00.000-08:00

yos, haha just finish findin the pics for the art stuffs.. XP haizhaizhaiz... h/w too many ler barhs!!teachers!! liddat how to study for CT??? Huh?Huh? >:O hahaha.. lol.. this comin sat.. GB gna celebrate CNY!! so dunnid stressoh about uniform yet.. still can procrastinate for a while.. ahahahahha!! lol.. today.. went to library go meet primary schl fwen.. didn't tell parents though.. Heck Care.. mua hahaha.. and haiz... Ivan has been vandalizing me DnT File!!!DX lol.. wadeva.. hmm.. hmm...yay!! finally tmrw friday lers!!! today gna slack cos tmrw dun really nidda hand in anything HOHOHO! shit.. freakin sis very keh po,ugh. nvm...waah.. i must make frens with me GB juniors!!!!! waah.. i also kinda scared..heehee haiz.. i wna watch animes!!!!!!!! hmm.. oh, and lemme tell u , CNY was mur of ang paos, xbox, street fighter 4, psp, cousins' house, tummy ache, birthday wishes and all.. hahaha..hmm.. wanted to say so much mur .. now i've forgotten everything.. rah.. i dun even know how to link or dunno wat blogskin.. Freakin Nooby, huh??? tsk. oh!!!!!! KHR!!!!!! wah!! now over 6.30pm ler lars... sadddddd.

haiz nvm nvm.. GET IT OUT!!! XD

argh?

2010-02-12T21:40:00.001-08:00

hahahahhaha.. me dearest friends celebrated meh birthday... freakin cooll!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! XD hahaha!! thank you so much for everything!!! sob sobs.. X'< size="4"> happy birthday to you too!! *Note this ppl!! Shuen Lin's Birthday is on the 13th of Feb!!!* XD)).. woah.. today ima gna eat tuan yuan fan with me cousins.. so cool lar.. cos i've not seen them for a YEAR... i miss them.. hahaha!!

...

2010-02-08T01:19:00.000-08:00

kay for wadeva reason ima startin to blog again.. dun ask me why... but nobody has visited it ..currently... haha yar a teeny weeny bit disappointed.. but.. argh.. nvm X3

blah blah blah

2010-02-08T00:29:00.000-08:00

*WOOOOOOOHOOO!!!* XD ALL i can say is that SHUKAN SENTIMENTAL RAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWKKKKKSSSSSSOOOOOOO!!! hahahahaha~ monday 8 feb lerss... 6 MUR DAYS!!! heheheh.. >.< or maybe 2 .. to the celebration!!! hahaha.. can't waito! using com secretly cos everyone isn't at home .. happy happy XD
music lesson was okay.. rappoids haha.
maths.. are headache.. lots of qns dunno how ta do..
recess.. argh.. second best to end of schl.. DUH.
chinese... hmm... eek... got ting xie .. on dunno when..
c.e... nth much.. oh i've gta sign form.. kay.. reminds reminds
history... HUGE HEADECHE.. no offence.. dont really understand lesson though.
science... was freakin holdin my pee.. till end of class.. hahaha... ohh and mr tang pass by my seat when i was kind of jottin down wat i'm a gna do when i go home..
And i was like writing : SIGN FREAKIN FORM.. and he read it.. ahahaha.. but hey! me personal stuffos! trs aren't suppose to jus nose in like that.. =.= but wateva not tat i mind though...
End of schl.. LONER.. shan't reveal much 'cept that : CLARE you broke ME hEARt.. AND i dun mean it in a les way kay?? XD ha! wa sian tmrw got Lit.. and me have not done me homework yeto! X]

I SHALL PERSEVERE!!!!! X@!!! JIAYOUS!! GANBATTE!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH~!!
kay la kay la.. won't get so crazeh lers..
am just quite messed up this few days..
feelins and all.. shan't reveal much
homeworks an all

ARGH!! I LateR GOT tuITiOn!!! fEaCeS!! HAHAH!! BUlL pOOPiE !

wadeva man... can't wait to see me cousins an all.. didn't see them for months alr..
argh homework.. gta finish them..

am goin bak to MFPS this year XD
hahaha..
memories..
dammit.. argh..
must grow taller and fatter..
shit.. am startin to crap lers..
gtg BYES!!

ugh.. hi again?? (though nobody might be readin this)

2010-02-07T05:23:00.000-08:00

i have sprinkled holy water on my blog and it's adapting to its revival.. haha.. back again?? well, YEAH.. yay, i've completed the chinese compo and the english sit writin... I HEART FULL METAL ALCHEMIST... can't help it.. watched it since young.. LOVE all the SONGS there!! XD
I'm currently tryin to get over someone.. takes time though.. ugh.. that IDIOT. ima goin back to MFPS on CNY.. currently bLAStin MY EARs ... i dun wna hear any sound.. except the song i'm hearing.. BLAST IT.. very shuangg.. hahaha. gta goooo.. buais. ;)

supremeleh stressoh!!

2010-02-06T21:54:00.000-08:00

it's sunday alr eh?? hmm.. i freakin have not finish me homework!!!!!!! argh!! ARGH!! lots of stuff happened.. some good, mostly bad. freakin givin up on someoniie.. no hope. bdae comin .. so is CNY.. missed 3 chances to meet up bestie.. saddddddddd... half way thru formal letter writtin.. so not good at that.... have not prepared any thingy for oral reporties .. gna die.. due to stressoids.. CAN'T WAIT FOR ANG PAOS!! not denyin it!! XD
haha.. nth much to write or say.. since most of it quite personal.. so yeah.. that's all.. oh btw, WE ARE DONE WITH THE RAPPPPOIDS!! wootNOIDS!!
wateva.
hahahahahaha.. oh no.. lameness over takin.. gtg!!

ShalL WrIte AGain.. Next NigHT..

wahahaha..

2010-02-02T18:36:00.000-08:00

lol... hist lesson now... usin com lab.. argh bell rung rang.. bye.

yups dups ditto!

2010-01-31T23:48:00.000-08:00

haha! hey again!! lol.. MOnday Blues... first of feb and everything.. Thirteen more days till i'm FOURTEEN YEArs old!! hurrah!! yes, my bdae is on valentine's day if you did notice and everything.. this year's especially cramped cause it is on the same day as... Chinese New Year!!! very ZUN if you ask me. haha!! Woots!! today no science and C.E , MORE FREE PERIODS, as Mr tang did not come to schl.. FREAking cool. music lesson.. well, had to do raps and everything plus, just knew that we had a ' wonder boys' and a ' the pussycat boys' in our class(2e3) haha. funny and lame at the same time. history lesson... I DID NOT GET A SINGLE THING ABOUT WATEVER WORLD WAR S**** THEY"RE TALKIN ABOUT.. should have read about first.. HAiz.. and everybody was going on about.. some guy who died and it started the war and how ww1 and ww2 were to close(time) and some suez canal.. wat great depression stuff... ` YOU SPIN MY HEAD RIGHT ROUND ,RIGHT ROuND!! so to anybody out there who's haed is spinning cause of that confusing history stuffos.. I"M RIGHT WITH YOUS , MAN! oh and today, 2e1 all go ikea today... hahas.. ima loner when walkin home.. Freakin miss 1e1.. waah biang.. today got maths tuition somemore.... haiz... 2e3 is one stressful class... haiz.. KIMI NI TODOKE RAWKS! Here's the Lyrics for the FuLL OP SONG FREAKIN NICE I TELL YOU!

Kimi Ni Todoke

Yasashii hidamari ni chaimu ga direi suru
Hoho wo naderu kaze ibuki wa fukakunatteku
Toomawari no namida namae tsuketa ashita
Kasanaru miraiiro no rain

Adokenai konna kimochi mo
Hajiketobu hodo waraiaeta hi mo
Taisetsu ni sodateteikeru youni
Togiretogire no toki wo koete
Takusan no hajimete wo kureta
Tsugatteyuke todoke

Houkago no yuuyami warau kimi no senaka
Hisokana sasayaki fureta koto no nai omoi no naka
Boku no naka no kimi to kimi no naka no boku de
Karamaru miraiiro no rain

Ameagari no machi no nioi to
Yumemitaina himitsu wo mune ni daite
Nandomo nakisou ni natte mata warau
Kangaeru yori zutto hayaku
Sono mune ni tobikometara ii
Tsunagatteyuke todoke

Nani yori mo daijina kimi no mae de
Kizutsukanai youni daiji ni shiteta no wa sou jibun
Sono hitogoto ga moshimo sayonara no kawari ni natteshimattemo
Ari no mama subete

Adokenai konna kimochi mo
Hajiketobu hodo waraiaeta hi mo
Taisetsu ni sodateteikeru youni
Honno sukoshi otona ni natteku
Kimi ni naritai boku wo koete
Tsunagatteyuke
Ima sugu kimi ni
Todoke

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jFJj3gpwbd8

have no idea how to put a vid up there so yeah, linkies up there..
if you like the song, be sure to watch the anime too.. it's awesome!!

oh yeah... haiz.. have not finish reading my chinese stort book yet... haiz.. class 2e3 is going to IKEA this wed.. uh.. right?? can't wait to see all me cousins during CNY..
miss my friends and all.. haiz. i wish.. nvm.. ;D

thanks to whoever is readin', really appreciates it. ;D though i must be crappin alot.

eugh coff ness

2010-01-23T21:34:00.000-08:00

halla! watevarish.. mee throat.. toatl painnesssss.. KAWR!! sian.. so fast sec two lers... homework so many... i keep complaining.. very sian... ate mac for dinner yesterday.. cos dua-gu came.. dunno do wat pipe thingy.. ehm.. started talking unenglishly since... uh.. english.. well hard to cope.. if you get wat i mean.. grammar tenses spelling vocab..blahs.. :( so yeah.. gotta improve on me english.. currently searchin for er.. pictures on sustainability for DnT.. ARF. dun likey man... v truhboh..kaha! feeling real sorry cos cant go to lib with mx as promised.. wah.. she must've been real angry... argh!!! i dun like veggies!!!!!!!!! ARGH!! MY mouth!!! rottnin!!! gah.. Helpo!! gah gtg.. buaiss..

aha hahaha!!

2009-06-02T03:18:00.000-07:00

I bet nobody wud bother to read this piece of junk but so wat??lalala

so ... today.. um. yeah.. went to schl for the podcast thingy..ahahaha.. n was late?? idk. and i learned smth new today.. smth abt 'taking my hat off to you' i'm nt sure.. but yeah.. at least i learnt smth. cos Clare was msging her friend(hu had the same name as mine except for that hers was the middle name and all..) and she typed amth abt abt taking her hat off to her friend.. then i was like," Clare, you don't haf a hat now." then she laughed, Janessa laughed too.. idk why.. but i laughed too. ouch? ya.. and Clare (or Janessa ,i forgot) asked me wat would i think of if someone takes off their hat.. so.. umm.. me ans was " thank you or you're welcome?" and they started laughing again .. so i laughed too. double ouch. and they tried to explain to me wat it meant and i guess i haf sot of understood wat it meant.. i guess?? and then another word was "dilemma" i guess.. i'm not sure how it is spelt but yeah.. i still dun noe wat it means.. triple owies.. after that thingy.. Adeline, Clare, Janessa and me went to bishan.. the lib to borrow bks and to sumwhere to eat smth.. okie.. so.. u see these pics?? that was wat we ate .. heheh!! try guessing.. i bet u cant.. LOL.

lalalalalalala.... boom

2009-04-10T03:48:00.000-07:00

lol... jus came back from amk hub. lol. sis bdae.... ate quite alot but did not grow fatter... i wanna grow FATTER AND TALLER!!! (but not too fat till...u noe..) todae hav 6b class gatherin. i dun haf go cos..... same old reason . lol... haiz mum sae wanna cut me hair... you yi dian bu she de... or maeb hen bu she de... nvm if ya dunno wat me talkin abt. haiz another pimple... tsk.me arm veri suan cos that time plae wii box that dumb guy still dun haf die. haiz... happie gd fridae then, minna!! buaiis..

lol...

2009-04-09T06:02:00.000-07:00

lol... now dunno wat to do... jus now like haf a lot wan to do wan leh..nvm... bk results not out yet ...sian lor..hw stll have not start doin... lols.ar.. like hu cares animore...sayonara minna .

tasty treat

2009-04-09T02:01:00.000-07:00

haha.. nw me am in brenda not lim house... ya.. u might b wondering hus that...i shant tell u. :D find it out urself.. heeeheee. ate red ants here... true!!! so unaccidentally... but tastes... u shud try it urself sometime.. can treat u if ya wan. :D but it leaves a funny feelin on the throat... heeeeeeeeheeee ... and ya might be wondering y purple... cos me and brenda not lim thinks they rock:D true . haha.drank lot of water after that though... and brenda not lim treated me pizza... mushroom d.. nice... excluding red ants.:D

now in janessa's house... XD

2009-04-08T01:55:00.000-07:00

lol!!! now they all playin wii haha... i sian so do this lol...while listening to ebay song... mmv... lol.. i think milk and cereal better... STEP ON A CRACK AND BREAK UR MAMA'S BACK!! MILK N CEREAL!!! that's all for now.. dunno wat to do... oh n we did some photographing usin clare's phone heehee... a hell lot... she currently still doesnt noe...:D buaiiis!!!

u made me rmbr... abt the gd times we had...before.

2009-04-06T04:56:00.000-07:00

yesterdae me n me p6 bestie went to the library... we cant go any where else... cos , u noe.. me parents ...over protective. nvm abt that... i was really glad that we were able to meet up as...well, i did not have much time this few daes...i have not seen her for a really long time n all... well yeah. when we met up, she passed me a small packet, well wrapped in this really cute bear" best friend" wrapper. man, i did really feel guilty at once... u see, it was a really really long time since we have last met each other... n she bought a present for me, n well, i did not even thought of buying her one.. wat kinda fren am i.. but really, i do love the present she gave me , a token of our friendship,she saed. of course, i m really going to buy her a really nice present for her the nxt time we meet, yup, i m so going to. :) the two pics are jus the front n back of that necklace... thank u, kooo!!! miss ya. X"]

yadayadayada.

2009-04-04T05:42:00.000-07:00

swoosh... doggie flew yesterdae nite at 8pm. heheh..sian yesterdae late for test ... i still feel so bad... twenty mins late!!!! i hate meself!!!! but then thx to some kind ppl, they cheered me up. they shud noe hu they r. i felt even worse then usual cos me am a secetary... n well... i did nt take note of wat was written on the whiteboard. tsk. a lesson learnt. thats al..

woosh!!

2009-03-28T04:09:00.000-07:00

haiz... hw so hard to do...i've been thinking too much lately. but not enuf time to think properly. life is indeed unfair, haiz... if only there's a dog bside me or smth.. snoooooree. haiz. todae is a really boring dae. i dunno wat i'm writing sia.. wierd. i love toby!!! he is clever handsome and cute. heheh... i miss toby!!!

hahahahahas

2009-03-27T05:18:00.000-07:00

here are some pics!!! there are still a lot more but i dun haf the time to put it up...so there, hope u all like it!! :D

The worm song!!!!!!

2009-03-22T05:15:00.000-07:00

nobody likes me
everybody hates me!!
im gonna eat some worms!!
Big fat juicy worms
Long thin slimy worm
Itzy bitzy fuzzy little worms
First you bite the heads off

Then you suck the guts out
See how they wriggle and squirm
Big fat juicy worms
long thin slimy worm
Itzy bitzy fuzzy little worms!!!

lol... was busy just now so me sis n bro helped with the typing. :D

todae..

2009-03-13T00:32:00.001-07:00

lol.. todae me got slight fever in d morning and was kinda moody.. now still have but slightly better le..:D now me usin com cos nobody at home.. but then a few more minutes must shut down le.. haiz.. gg was boooooorring.. cos i had no energy to focus cos head pain... music was v. cham...

once again...i'm feeling so darn bored

2009-03-08T05:20:00.001-07:00

ugh... ugh... n ugh... was angry at someone yesterdae now not le... haiz n haiz again..but hee hee now secretly usin com. lol. i m so lame. so bored. wat can i do... juz now polish only one part of one of my gb boots n gave up bcoz i... bcoz.. uh.. i dunno y leh.. juz gave up..when out to eat wif me dad ...ate ice kachang ( which kinda cheers me up a little ), drank 7 up( i actually wanted coke d but dun haf leh), n ate fries. french fries. french fries from mac. french fries from mac in amk. french fries in mac in amk .. well, yeah. i ate fries. (told u i m so darn bored). ugh.. another pimple.. i shall name it after what i ate: ice kachang. I m bored. i M bored. i m BORED. I M bored. I m BORED. i M BORED. I M BORED!!!!!! try reading " i m bored differently".. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha( i'm not laughing, i'm juz making some noises hoping for smth to happen.... lets wait... i'm waiting.. waiting for smth to happen.. ... ... i guess nth is gonna happen. i'll stop waiting le. ok. i've stop waiting. n yeah, i'm not waiting for anything to happen.. i guess i'm .. stop waiting!!! wat am i waiting for? nth!! dont confuse meself me!!! i'm confused enuf alr!! i don even noe wat i'm typing! ok... calm down.... breathe in!!! let out... oh my dad jus called.. ugh.. my dad called... ok.... .. ... so wat? now tt i've calmed down, i've forgot wat i've written n have to read the whole thing again.. i guess not. tmrw got h.e test.. jy.. falls down.... dead) i didnt i could write so mani things in jus one bracket.. O.O

er...yeah... haiz.. i'm terribly bad at this..=(

2009-02-20T04:56:00.000-08:00

so... i had fun during music lesson!!! todaes music lesson was especially shiok.. Lol!! XD haiz... heheh so todae... went to playground, yeah...saw wots of 1e1s... (ba-dum!) lol... haha had fun.. lol...haiz... havent buy me prepaid card yet.. T.T trying to control meself .... sent quite alot of msges dis daes... er i guess theres nth more... my life is sooo xian i hope i wasnt me... argh... (drown) >>>>>>sasuke is sooo cute!!

umm..

2009-02-14T07:02:00.000-08:00

haiz... gulp... GULP... i'm really bad at these kind of things..since i'm not allowed to use d computer alot. my languages are not gd . i speak broken english.. or mayb broken chinese.. umm..or broken hokkien..er...er...erm.. mix ba... i dunno.. u'll find me really lame. coz my jokes wont b funny, i dun speak gd eng/chi/hokkien, i laugh at things that most ppl wont find funny... umm..tts all, i guess.

Umm...

Im BAK

AWESOME NEW MOIVE: SUCKSEED (OST BELOW)

yes. this is most prob the last wad is diz ima feelin..

You've changed

AWW..

I wanted to write smth ive forgotten.. -.-

Heya Listenin to back to December :D

Argh my EYE BACK LEGS HEAD... IMA smellin BLOOD!!

A very Short POST

ART reflection No.1

LAST DAY OF 2010...

hey yep back n all

Lets hope it just the worst the of the week.

Me and me inner b***h

ima so freakin unwell

Learn mah lesson!

I'm Sorry!!!

Corporals' Camp.. and other stuffs

well, not so alrite

Big headache

hear me, hear me not.

kays..

okays...

hmmm.. IMA MIND READER!!

assembly was AWESOME

What i wanted to say By Colbie Caillat

Maybe.. i shudn't haf dun wat i did.

Stop and Stare Lyrics

stop and stare i think i'm movin but i go no where..

want to write so much more abt today but i haf nt much time..

wadabladabladablah??

smackthat.

:P

geez..

one short post

this is freakkin watevs

hi,bye

tra lalalala

splutter

WAAAAAHH!!!! X(

oranges??

hmmm... lalala?

uhhhhhhhhhhhh

argh?

...

blah blah blah

ugh.. hi again?? (though nobody might be readin this)

supremeleh stressoh!!

wahahaha..

yups dups ditto!

*eugh coff ness*

aha hahaha!!

lalalalalalala.... boom

lol...

tasty treat

now in janessa's house... XD

u made me rmbr... abt the gd times we had...before.

yadayadayada.

woosh!!

hahahahahas

The worm song!!!!!!

todae..

once again...i'm feeling so darn bored

er...yeah... haiz.. i'm terribly bad at this..=(

umm..

eugh coff ness