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Saturday, November 17, 2012


ok.. so finally let some stuffs out today.. kinda weird but at the same time.. its kinda relieving.. o_o   ogeh ogeh.. anyways, i'd be posting links and stuff for my job hunt in this page as microsoft isnt working on my com..



Baristas/ Service staff   - Pies & Coffee pte ltd  central, east, west..
 Bakers/ chefs/Waiter/ Waitress - Marche Restuarants Singapore Pte Ltd (it's Marche!!!!! but we have to enjoy interaction w guests ..s ervice , cashier hostess bar n beverage.. Hope they allow students that are 16 and above ><)
Gift Wrapper/ Cashier Needed (16 n above/orchard/ homemakers BGC.SOT.RET) 5 to 6 days per week $6/$7 per hr there is a rotaional shift thingy.. (CS)??
Waiter/waiteress/Food runner - Palm Beach seafood restuaarant... $7/$8 per hr- training provided.
service crew/ Kitchen asst (no experience required)- Gerry grill's singapore.. six days work week tho.
Full/ Part time servers- TheBank Pte ltd ($7/$9 per hr)
Real oasis Pte ltd- willing to work in square 2??
Shin Kushiya Pte Ltd
Laguna National Golf & country club $7.50 per hr waiter/waitress ( out- this is fuggin far)
The Soup Spoon Pte Ltd
Wine Bos Trading Pte ltd-waitress/waiter part time : $6-9
SG recruiters Group pte ltd mon -fri $8 per hr..
Red House At The Quayside Pte ltd waiter/ waitress (but quite late leh.. 1830-2330 $7-9)


Thats's about all.. willl post more after i researched on the above~



Omg here's the  Marche one: http://www.jobstreet.com.sg/jobs/2012/11/default/20/3285084.htm?fr=J
can have walk in interview!!!!

And then i realised .. jobs at the bank bar and gerr's grill serves beer... therefore i doubt they would allow students under 18 to work there.. oh well..)



BARWARARARARARARARARA SIGH... Lets see then :|



i played a melody at 9:28 PM
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Saturday, November 10, 2012

1 2 3 4!
Da da da da da da da da da

[Verse 1]
What makes you so damn sure
That you're perfect, huh?
I can't explain you
Just like a nightmare
I can't remember
What makes you so damn sure
That you're worth it huh?
You're just a bad trip

I can't come back from since last December
I walk into the room and you steal everyone
I see you walk into the room
And you kill everyone, cause I know

[Chorus]
My someday's gone now
Bye bye
My someday's gone now
Bye bye
Just let it go

[Verse 2]
How did you figure that I let you cut me down
Right at the knees
I fall like a dead man out of the airplane
How do you figure that I let you drag me around, huh?
You got my number draw me a story tell me a picture I walk into the room and
You've had everyone
And then you walked into the room and so said everybody already knows

[Chorus]
My someday's gone now
Bye bye
My somedays gone now
Bye bye just let it go

[Bridge]
Even when I live, a piece of me will
Die win some lose some she won't bare deny
Maybe when I sleep,
I'll see you in my dreams
Forget about it one day the day
I'm not gonna
See you walk into the room and you f-ck-d everyone
And then you walked into the room well so what everyone already knows

[Chorus]
My someday's gone now
Bye bye
My someday's gone now
Bye bye

My someday's gone now bye bye

Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go






WOOH~!!



i played a melody at 2:04 PM
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i really wna new phone :/ then then.. i dunno.. =.=



i played a melody at 11:08 AM
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okay, so, its  AFA today and ima stuck at mt ah ma's house drinking coffee and eating wholemeal bread .. (<3 ..=".." 11.30="11.30" :=":" a="a" actually="actually" afa="afa" after="after" althou="althou" and="and" anime="anime" anyways..="anyways.." argh="argh" around="around" be="be" bread="bread" budget="budget" but="but" buy="buy" c="c" check="check" coffee.="coffee." confirm="confirm" continue="continue" cooking="cooking" cool="cool" damn="damn" down="down" dua="dua" early="early" eat="eat" entire="entire" finish="finish" first="first" font="font" get="get" gna="gna" got="got" growl="growl" haha..="haha.." having="having" hm...="hm..." how="how" i="i" ima="ima" it="it" kinda="kinda" later="later" like="like" lol..="lol.." lol="lol" loose...="loose..." manga="manga" med="med" minna="minna" must="must" my="my" nbsp="nbsp" nice="nice" nidda..="nidda.." night="night" not="not" ogeh="ogeh" oghe="oghe" oh="oh" pimple="pimple" process="process" really="really" rice...="rice..." roll="roll" shorts="shorts" shudda="shudda" sia..="sia.." sibei="sibei" sigh="sigh" skipping="skipping" slept="slept" smaller="smaller" supper="supper" the="the" then="then" time="time" tmr..="tmr.." to="to" today="today" toilet="toilet" tummy="tummy" u="u" w="w" was="was" wat="wat" wear="wear" went="went" were="were" will="will" wtf="wtf" ytd..="ytd.." ytd="ytd" zueh..="zueh..">



i played a melody at 11:02 AM
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jeez just realised that my prev post got some problem aiyah wateva la lazee to edit.. i nid songs.. and you're not talkin to me );



i played a melody at 2:21 AM
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Lol sigh i really dunno man... went to talk to Pretty Boy ( nao ugry with e new haircut and braces.. sorry sorry) with the same name as the some char from some game then that person wuz busy... then i go ka jiao people on twitter but it didnt last long.. then i was bored again. then tok to Tr , SL and fren abt AFA fer a while then they go sleep.. i think i shud nt have created twitter.. another thingy to tie me down wtf. 
anyway, wen to c doc today and kinda figured that the med wasnt fully effective cus i face condition too jia lat.. then d doc gave stronger med .. LOL i think this time d doc not bad.. guy der.. better than the prev women.. nao must just follow and jiayou on taking care of face (one of which was to sleep early ..and im apparently still awake nao.. SIGH)
Then (oh i forgot to mention that my Pri school bestfriend went w me :) ) LOL anyway then we went to d plaza sing der Daiso go buy stuff that she needed.. i ended up buying e eyelash fer my kid sis and a drink(coffee<3 3="3" and="and" at="at" awshum..="awshum.." buying="buying" colourful="colourful" ended="ended" font="font" from="from" go="go" hearing="hearing" jap="jap" keep="keep" makan="makan" not..="not.." or="or" sho="sho" shop..="shop.." song="song" streaks="streaks" talisman="talisman" then="then" up="up" wah="wah" we="we" window="window" yeps..="yeps.." yoshinoya...="yoshinoya...">
then.. we kept walkin... from plaza sing to Bugis... LOL on the way we wen to Art friends n popular~ (winnie called in btwn LOL and she met QiQing otw too~!) then it rained.. took bus 133 all da way to home.. shupa cold and my stewpid bladder just have to proof its unworthiness by making the nice busride so shitty at the last few stops haha and it was Jap songs throughout the bus tripppp!! so awesome yea?? xD
then went home... and panicked on the things to bring to ahma house .. and what to wear to AFA _|_ unpleasant experience especially when Dad was homing... then went to ahma house house and panicked about my sis not picking up my calls when i realised she was not at my ahma house.. she reached home only around like 10? DAFUQ scare me shitless. Stewpid twiiter again.
Sis is gona cosplay on sun :) cant wait...
and also.. me tried on mai sis d bob wig hahaha.. Aiya, look nice aso not true.. cus gt make up wad hahahaha.. altho i really do appreciate the comments and like.. but somehow it just only make me feel duper insecure sigh.  
Ogeh (: Meh.. i just gta be mur truthful to mai self.. i really haf to.. i dont want to fail myself time and again just because i'm in my own way.. ED SHEERAN RULES..  
I love my friends.. i really do.. ima gna do them christmas cards and send it to them or pass it to them (: Ahaha.. i tell you.. if there wasnt anybody around me now.. i think i would have broken down and cried for no apparent reason.. maybe there is a reason.. but im, just not admitting them to myself now.. thats the down for being of tryin fuckin hard to be optimistic when apparently .. things aint as good as it seems.. i do understand that everyone has their  own problems.. but i tend to view mine as problems so much less important or significant as compared to others.. delusional.. and i dont like that.. i really really really just nidda listening ear and someone to tell me that everything will be alright..
 and at the same time, i dont want tt same person to pity me just because i've got some stupid damn assed problems i dont even dare to admit to myself.. i dun want people to see me for my weakness and try to protect me.. i want poeple to belief that i could do something and support me for it.. okay i know i speaking gibberish and it may not even make any fuckin sense.. but ah, im just letting it all out... 
i shudnt look down on myself and hab self pity too yea???  
ARGH wateva man... sometimes... i just wna sleep and forget about the world...

Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

We'll do it allEverythingOn our own
We don't needAnythingOr anyone
If I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you lie with meAnd just forget the world?
I don't quite knowHow to sayHow I feel
Those three wordsAre said too muchThey're not enough
If I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you lie with meAnd just forget the world?
Forget what we're toldBefore we get too oldShow me a gardenThat's bursting into life
Let's waste timeChasing carsAround our heads
I need your graceTo remind meTo find my own
If I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you lie with meAnd just forget the world?
Forget what we're toldBefore we get too oldShow me a gardenThat's bursting into life
All that I amAll that I ever wasIs here in your perfect eyesThey're all I can see
I don't know whereConfused about how as wellJust know that these thingsWill never change for us at all
If I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you lie with meAnd just forget the world?

ignore the highlighted words please~ haizz ogeh i'm feeling just slightly better nao thank you (: LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU xD





i played a melody at 2:07 AM
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heyos   ima currently at my GM de house         and i dunno wad to doooo..wait i go drink water first...kay back.. im really lazy to write .. i just wna blabber everything out to someone... haishhh adn i'm really weird nowtimesssssssssssssss................................. i shud not be tied down to this kinda stuff       




okay okay.. im just to lazy to type so see u 



i played a melody at 1:10 AM
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Brenda Lim Synn
17 practically a young adult who hasn't accomplished any thing in my life so far
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