Saturday, October 27, 2012

heya it's been a long time hasnt it??
haha ah feeling melancholic...? 
 "Better by far that you should forget and smile / Than that you should remember and be sad"- Christina Rossetti
so random .. found that on a diction webby when i was checking if melancholic was the right word to use.. pardon the randomnessssss

hate it every single time i go online , i'd be going to facebook first... sho irritating..
blogging's kinda relaxing ... in a dim room and all..

new song i just heard and fell for <3 font="font">

Six Degrees Of Seperation (The Script)

You've read the books, 
You've watched the shows, 
What's the best way no one knows, yeah, 
Meditate, get hypnotized.
Anything to take from your mind.
But it won't go

You're doing all these things out of desperation, 
Ohhh woah, 
You're going through six degrees of separation.

You hit the drink, you take a toll
Watch the past go up in smoke.
Fake a smile, yeah, lie and say that, 
I'm better now than ever, and your life's okay
Well it's not. No
You're doing all these things out of desperation, 
Ohhh woah, 
You're going through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else 
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little.

(No, no, there ain't no help, it's every man for himself)
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/the_script/six_degrees_of_separation.html ]
You tell your friends, yeah, strangers too, 
Anyone'll throw an arm around you, yeah
Tarot cards
Gems and stones, 
Believing all that shit is gonna heal your soul.
We'll it's not, no

You're only doing things out of desperation, 
Ohhh woah, 
You're goin' through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else 
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little.

No there's no starting over, 
Without finding closure, 
You'd take them back, 
No hesitation, 
That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation

No there's no starting over, 
Without finding closure, 
You'd take them back, 
No hesitation, 
That's when you know you've reached the sixth Degree of separation

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else 
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little.


Haha cool right?? now that i know y dear friend may be reading mai block its kinda awkward to write in peace but watevs , i'll try to write it normally~~  



anyway heres some updates... is there even any??
i got gta new half damn crush .... on a guy hu has a girlfriend alr... ima bitch :< nonononononono.. cant go closer to him.. but i guess if i get to know him better i may know his damn flaws and not fall for him easily?? it sucks to be me cus ima have a damn otome filter!!! 

OH, ima in the middle of my O lvls nao... but ima not doin the muggin ima supposed to do.. haiz.. gna fall back at this critical timing -.- mannnn

mai dads gone out nao.. dats why ima usin the com to update.. argh....feeeling kinda drowsy just staring at d com......



theres so many thing i wna do after Os yea know?? but ima afraid i will suddenly lack the motivation to do so :(



SIGHHHH.. gta give up and persevere on the right things!! ><




ARGH IMA TIREDDDD~~~


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