Friday, July 6, 2012

MAO:
gah haha ima in art com lab nao... doing ... art?? meh, i dun have enough space to save my videos.. still gotta edit the vid.. fails man... i mean, teachers, master, my friends, my family they are telling me what is important based on their knowledge or importance to them and somewhat of life too.. but i get real confuse by how people think and are able to priorities their stuff.. i admit, i am some one it is damn afraid of making mistakes, so either i don't start, or be damn slack so that it would be an excuse for all the mistakes i will make or at the other extreme end, get it real clear so that it may be to a certain standard of 'flawlessness' (well according to MY standards that is) and currently I'm not doing the latter except for the first 2.. Damn LOL. hmmm, but really there are many things that i consider important that people do not understand, or on the other hand, understand to well of it that they agree on the other extreme end.. LOL what i need now it a freaking balance, i do understand that it wouldn't be fair that i allocate the same timing for each of the activities i do, because the load of all of them are different and how much they impact my life would be different.. that's why sometimes i get reluctant to start on stuff because i know I'm not good at prioritizing. Shit its hard to stay positive these days and concentrate on what I'm good at.. some wise man once said to ' make as many mistakes as we want , cause we're still young, and we won't be able to do stuffs like that in the future' haha (: i don't know, cus i also understand that mistakes (n bad choices) do alter the way of our life even if the choices may seem very insignificant .... so yep, caught in between again.. 
PAO:
I'm going to master's house to do work later.. am doing Drossel from fireball LOL (: gonna do the head later... what to start studying with?? Physics?? yep maybe... and i gotta get a hard disk/drive to store my damn project stuff :o 
FAO:
Hmm.. so.. friends wise i don't think I'm doing well currently, =.= i guess people are straying away from me cause i don't know how to appreciate or keep them sigh. well, i deserve it tho.. i've got a clear understanding of my evil doings...
CAO:
man and yes, cosfest iz coming up.. for day one, sy's not going T.T she nt cos-ing Sigh, she's got a priorities straight i guess.. thats why.. :< >.<" sis will be having some CIP thing in the morning, have not ask julian or huishi tho.. maybe can ask yakiru? kira? wait i not even close to him :S i can't jim anybody from zhss!! all studying SIGH. we'll see... wonders who is online on fb .. can ask.. or not.. D:
oh and  there's this ICDS competition.. dk if i want to add drossel into it ^^ sigh.. 


MANTRA: I MUST BRING THE BEST OUT OF PEOPLE, I CANNOT THINK ONLY ABOUT MYSELF, IM A SELFISH BASTARD LOL.




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